Queen of Babble

Adios

2009-05-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

This Blog Is No More Available. I've Moved To here . Merci

2008-09-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mr. Areff!!

Among my friends, we had some sorts of ritual which is whenever there's a birthday, we have to treats or arrange a party to suprise the birthday person. It starts with Nicky's birthday which was held at Bora Asmara and followed with Michy birthday (which I didnt joined caused of the crisis we had) so, yesterday was Arep birthday. Dyna (Arep gf) planned to have a barbecue party at her house and so we did. Others have to bring potluck.

Birthday Cupcakes

Barbecue time

Birthday Boy

Gadis

To Areff...
Sincerely; Aniq & Zura

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-09-06T13:16:00.001+08:00

Friday Ritual Is Back...!!

Almost one month Nicky and I didn't had our friday ritual because we are too busy with our new house. This week, Nicky's best friend is coming over to KL for their UiTM gathering. So last night, our friday ritual was joined by Basri. We watched Deception starring Hugh Jackman (droolingggg), Ewan Mcgregor and Michelle Williams. If its not because of Hugh Jackman (droolingggg), i would say that it was a very very plain movie.

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-09-04T09:50:00.001+08:00

Family is everything

Semalam Nicky datang berbuka kat umah (kene pakse..haha). Kebetulan abang baru balik dari Bandung, dia datang berbuka kat umah gak. Sharon & her kids adalah pelanggan tetap... Tak tau nak masa ape... ajak Nicky pegi pasar ramadhan cari pape yang patut but I think I prefered cooking at home... gile mahal makanan hamba-hamba Allah ni jual.. Samosa 3 biji RM2. Kuih 5 biji RM2... Roti John besar RM4... xde la sedap mana pun... buat sakit hati jer.... ape la diorang ni...bulan-bulan puasa ni la nak beribadah... bersedekah... ni tak....pikir untung jer!! hisshh!!

Abah, Mamita, Jufri & Julia

huhu...shian baby rafiq

Nicky & Sharon

Abang

Banyak gile makanan kan.... mane tak... aku bwk balik 3 plastik, abang 4 plastik, sharon je 5 plastik....

Ni juadah berbuka aku.... sikit jer kan... (ape lak, ni baru 1st round....wahhh!!)

arrkkk...apakah ini... hehe. Ni jumpa dalam hp Nicky. Mesti time dia sangap kene masuk meeting... and i was right... comellll sangat kan.... :p

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-09-03T13:27:00.000+08:00

Pinkish

Dah lama mengidam nak beli mende mengong ni....huhu... tapi asik dihalang Nicky. Membazir katenyer... Tapi ahad lepas, pegi jenjalan kt B.B sebab nak amek quotation kat Low Yat utk beli p.c. Jalan punya jalan... nampak ade promotion kat Lancome, Parkson....Men Facial Wash set. Terpikir nak beli utk hantaran Nicky... bila beli dapat voucher, teringat hari tu masa shopping kat Parkson, Pavillion dapat voucher sebab beli make up. So, dibawah adalah hasil dari voucher yang ku dapat itew.....

*Mala mesti nak cakap aku gediks la tu.... :p

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-09-03T09:11:00.000+08:00

A Kickstart

Maybe sebab nak kahwin.... so, di bulan mulia ini, aku mula menjinak-jinakkan diri aku yang tak berapa jinak ni dengan dapur. Aku berazam nak mengasah lagi bakat memasak yang tak berapa nak ada ni. 1st day puasa, aku masak Macaroni Goreng... masak simple-simple jer. Berat-berat weekend nanti baru buat(kalau berbuka kat rumah laa.....). Semalam rasa macam nak makan Bihun Singapore.... so pegi la menggoggle resipi (walaupun mamita tau camne nak masak) ini salah satu dari usaha... usaha itu tangga kejayaan.. wawawa..

Diantara bahan-bahannya

1. 1 ulas bawang merah & 3 ulas bawang putih.

2. 1 batang carrot (diracik halus)

*Sagat punya sagat...sekali tersagat jari sendiri daa....

3. 1 biji telur dan cili merah untuk hiasan.
*cili merah kehabisan stok..so aku guna red capsicum....huhu

Cara-Cara

1. Panaskan minyak dan tumis bahan tumbuk sehingga wangi

2. Masukkan daging dan kacau rata

*Lama betul nak tunggu daging ni empuk. Menguji kesabaran sungguh

3. Bila dah masak...masukkan kobis, carrot, air & garam secukup rasa

4. Masukkan bihun. Kacau rata sehingga sebati
*Musykil sangat sebab bihun ni tak warna putih..isskk.xpe..xpe, trial n error

Tadaa..... Juadah berbuka pada petang itew ; Bihun Singapore

Ni pulak minuman pada petang itew; Soya Cincau

*Si Tony yang baru muncul setelah hilang selama 3 hari....

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan

2008-09-01T14:44:00.001+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa. Semoga ibadah kita diterima Allah s.w.t. InsyaAllah.

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-08-31T13:26:00.001+08:00

Let's Get Married....Pronto!!!

Dear Bloggie,

Sorry dah lama sangat tak blogging.... bz sesangat since Datuk Bandar nak buat pertukaran kakitangan ni.. post ni sebenarnya dah lama buat...cuma tak sempat2 nak habis. Laptop pulak abang pinjam.... so, harap nak wat kat opis je la...tapi bz pulak... btw, ni gambar2 masa pegi ipoh untuk kenduri kahwin cousin...

Banyak sangat benda yg terlepas... cthnya, Hari Merdeka yg ke-51... pape pun, nak wish to my country Malaysia "Happy 51st Independent Day" eventhough banyak sangat benda yg Malaysia ni tak independent... aku berdoa agar Allah selamatkan Malaysia dari anasir-anasir jahat...Amin.

* I am Malaysian and proud to be!!

Pavillion + Salary

2008-08-27T21:16:00.001+08:00

Pavillion + Salary

I was thinking about what to spent with my salary this month and suddenly remembered that i'm out of mascara. So, i called Nicky and ask him to bring me to Pavillion. I went to Parkson counter and looking for a new and better mascara and more importantly is cheaper! Cause the one i used to use (YSL) is expensive. And so, i found one at Dior counter... its cheap (but not as cheap as M.A.C) but YSL is more better. Old folks used to say "Alah membeli menang memakai" ......demn!

Not only bought mascara, but also bought make up cleanser... it's a water base.. i loike!!!

I was telling Nicky that maybe we could find something rare in Mercato (supermarket in Pavillion) and we did. These 4 chocolates cost us RM 22

Oppss...dis is actually my perfume collection. not yet open. Still got lyke 4 bottles unfinished. dat's why i couldn't open all of this... and couldn't buy a new one yet!! uwwaa...tak kira...perfume raya coming soon.... L.A.M.B by Gwen Stefani & The One by Dolce & Gabbana. Huhu... Nicky sure will be mad at me!!!!

Let's get married!!

2008-08-20T15:35:00.006+08:00

Let's Get Married

Dear Bloggie,

This is suppose to be Monday post. But I lost my camera cable and Nicky borrowed me his card reader so now I can transfer all the picture from my camera. Last Sunday, I've attend two wedding. One is my colleague; Nesya and another one is Nicky's friend.

Me & Nesya

Nesya + Azmi

Azharsyah + Asmah

Coincidentally, Aniq's friend is married to my high school junior but I'm not really close to her cause ehem..ehem... Mala knows about it. Huhu. Anyway, I wish them happiness forever. Amin.

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-08-20T14:59:00.001+08:00

I've Been Tagged

5 Tabiat buruk time sekolah :-

1.Tak pernah siapkan homework Math and Account!!

2.Tak pernah salin note History. Hikhik

3.Non-Stop Talking. That’s why I called myself Queen Of Babble

4.Selalu carik gaduh ngan Ketua Kelas Form 5; Siti Sarah.

5.Tidur. Bila cikgu kejut, alasan period pain..huhu

6.Ngumpat Mala...... wahahaha.... tidak mala…tidak!!

*and I thought I am one of the good girls in school… :p

3 Favourite Subject :

1.Bahasa Inggeris. I am not good at it...but wanna improve it. That’s why

2.Bahasa Melayu.

3.Pendidikan Jasmani. Boleh lompat2 macam Azrin cakap.

3 Subject yang X Suker :-

1.Math!

2.Account

3.Math....oppss...did I just say it twice?

Apa yg menarik pasal anda ?

I am a very sarcastic-pain in the ass super bitch... wanna mess with me?

Kamu paling suke :-

Hanging around with My family, Mohd Aniq Hilman b. Abd Mutallip and super BFF (Best Friend Forever), shopping, movies and music!!!!

Anda x boleh hidup tanpa :-

Allah S.W.T; my creator.

Setiap malam sebelum tidur....siapa yang anda hubungi:-

Mohd Aniq Hilman bin Abd Mutallip!

2008-08-20T12:12:00.000+08:00

HIV Test

Dear Bloggie,

Nicky and I just came back from ‘Klinik Kesihatan DBKL’ for our HIV test for the wedding. Alhamdullillah, the result was not reactive. But my finger still hurt till now..... uhuk

Before we went to the clinic, we drop by at JAWI to take the HIV Test form and permission to get married form. Nicky whom already asked one of his friend about the procedure telling me that his friend was being asked by the JAWI's officer about rukun nikah and luckily before Nicky went upstair, he took the book that we get from kursus kahwin and read about the Rukun Nikah. As soon as he came back to the car, he took a deep breath "nasib baik I baca balik rukun nikah tadi...." hehehe... He was also being asked with the same question by the JAWI's officer. I couldn't tag along cause I didn't wearing tudung... opppsss...

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-08-20T12:03:00.005+08:00

Sentul East (Part 2)

Dear Bloggie,

Remember the post about our house rent to-be? Here's a picture attachment of the house.

The Hall

The Bathroom

The Toilet

The Kitchen

The Bedroom

I am not lying about how disaster it is eh.... wait for the makeover...!

Later, Ciao!

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-08-19T11:52:00.013+08:00

Mr. Gadget and The Love Shack

Dear Bloggie,

Nicky is actually a very gadget person. If only he had a lot of money. Well, cause most of his money spent on me :p Before we move in to the new house, he already bought t.v and home theatre; a preparation before buying his XBoX 360 / PS 3 … and for ‘hantaran’, he demand a PDA and I think he really need it… seeing how busy he was with all the tournament and such.

The Television

The Home Theatre

We’re done buying all the paint and wall borders we need for the new house. Just left to settle
the utilities and then we can start cleaning and decorating. I browse and see Eric Leong website. There are some design that I have in mind to apply at our new house..

The Hall

The Dining

The Bedroom

Fabulous eh.... I hope we have enough money to decorate our house just like in the picture.. anyone care to sponsor?? :p

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-08-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

Friday's Ritual

There’s no Friday ritual for this weekend cause Nicky is attending a meeting at Damansara Intan. *sigh*

Tauke pirated dvd at Summit Usj

2008-08-14T12:06:00.000+08:00

Tauke pirated dvd at Summit Usj

Dear Bloggie,

Last night, I followed Nicky and his fren to Subang to see his Uncle in Subang. Before that, we went to Summit… our pirated dvd port. We had dinner and went to take a look for a dvd. I don’t so much money considering it’s already in the middle of august, so sendiri mau ingat. But I couldn’t help myself when I saw all the dvd…. And the tauke was pulling the trigger ;

Tauke : Waa…amoi…lama tarak datang. Sudah dekat setengah tahun woo.. (gile ah dia ingat kat aku. Nampak sangat memang aku ni regular customer yang membuatkan dia kaya..kalau tak takde makne dia nak ingat kat aku)

Me : I sudah pindah la tauke. Dulu duduk shah alam bolehlah datang hari². Sekarang duduk KL banyak jauh la mau datang sini. Minyak pun sudah naik harga. Mati woo kalau mau datang sini selalu

Tauke : Jangan datang selalu la...satu bula satu kali datang... satu kali datang... beli dvd banyak². (dia ingat aku ni cop duit agaknya....)

Me : haha...banyak la tauke punya banyak.

Tauke : Oklah... hari ini datang angkat dvd box satu.. sudah lama tak datang saya kasi price mahal sikit la... (pale hotak dia..aku ingat lama tak datang nak kasi diskaun..hampeh)

But the important thing was, he manage to persuade me to buy a dvd box... cheiss!

I also bought 2 pair baju kurung at First Lady. It was so cheap and nice. RM30 per pair. If I bought per metre plus booking price at my regular tailor… it’ll cost me at least RM 80!! But with RM 60, I get 2 pairs of baju kurung! Huhu… suka! suka!

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-08-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

Imigresen, SYABAS & TNB

Dear Bloggie,

I took leave today because I got a lot of thing to settled. Early in the morning, I fetch Nicky at his house cause Azmer, his friend borrowed his car. We went to Imigresen cause I’d applied for a passport. We’re gonna start traveling after this.. yeehaa… first destination Thailand – Singapore – Indonesia – Australia. Well, it is only a plan. But Indonesia… definitely going! After finished dealing with Imigresen, we went to Puchong. Nicky took m.c from his favorite doctor. Kinda far, but he’s a cool doctor! From there, we went to Sentul, our house rent to-be to check the mailbox cause I need the utilities bills to get the account number and my aunt doesn’t keep it which she should. Unfortunately, there’s only electric bills and no water bills. And that stupid SYABAS insist to get the account number in order for me to check the account status…. Why can’t they just trace through addresses! It was really pissing me off. Then, we went to TNB to pay the outstanding bills and SYABAS. I have to reapply the water utilities so, I went to my aunt house to take her i.c and purchase & sales agreement. By the time I got there, the counter is already close. Can u imagine the difficulties I’ve been through!

We also went to buy paint for our house. I have no idea that paint were sooooo expensive especially Jotun, Nippon and ICI and the color that we want is special made. Lagi la mahal! Iskk… this is just the paint… mati la!!

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-08-12T04:31:00.003+08:00

Black & White Affair

p/s : The sopanest picture ever captured. Did you noticed the gap between us..? haha.. This picture were snapped by my mom during last Hari Raya at Ipoh, on the night of my birthday. The same date i met Aniq Hilman :D

Sentul East

2008-08-11T11:34:00.001+08:00

Sentul East

Nicky and I went to our house rent to-be at Sentul yesterday and it was a disaster! There’s a lot of thing to be done and a lot of thrash to throw away. Uwwwaaa…. Usually when I move in to a house, I just need to wash it… but this one, I have to apply for the electricity, water. The pipes were all broken. Dirt was all over the place. I have to repaint the grill…. Anyone to help??

I lost my camera cable. I don’t know where did I put it and now I can’t transfers all the house picture that I’ve snap. If not, I could show you all the disaster that I meant. I gotta find the cable!!

We’re so happy and couldn’t wait to decorate the house! We even argue whom should be decorate the house and we decide to divide each part of the house to 2. So, Nicky will deco the hall, veranda and toilet while I’ll deco the bedroom, kitchen and bathroom. We’re planning to start cleaning the house next week. I’ll update later.

Xoxo,
Zura Hilman

Forgetting Sarah Marshall

2008-08-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

Forgetting Sarah Marshall

Dear Bloggie,

Don’t build your happiness on top of others misery. A quote that could describe movie ‘Forgetting Sarah Marshall’. The movie tells a story about Composer Peter Bretter that trying to move on after he broke up with his five years girlfriend, television star Sarah Marshall. After an on-the-job nervous breakdown, he sees that not having Sarah may just ruin his life. At the suggestion of his step-brother Bryan, Peter takes an impulsive trip to Hawaii to clear his head, and is given a free room by the sympathetic receptionist Rachel, on condition that he clean up after himself. At Turtle Bay Resort, he is confronted by his worst nightmare: Sarah and her narcissistic new British-rocker boyfriend, Aldous Snow, are staying at his hotel. How is Peter handle this so-fuct-up situation? Will he try to win Sarah back or did he manage to get over her and find him a new girlfriend? Dvd available at all Pirated Dvd stores. Thank You! :p

I’m glad that Nicky likes ‘Forgetting Sarah Marshall’. He even thought of buying the dvd for our collection. The movie have some dirty scenes and it was uncomfortable for me watching that scene in cinema. I can felt that I’m blushing. Huhu. I give 4 out of 5 for ‘Forgetting Sarah Marshall’.

xoxo,

Zura Hilman

Hiatus

2008-08-08T16:23:00.002+08:00

Hiatus

Dear Bloggie,

Ya ampun… lama sungguh gue ngakk berblogging ya…!! Bz kek?? Ngaakk juga… kok malasin...? iya lahh...

Huhu...why am I writing a hullabaloo Indonesian language? It’s all because of a series ‘Perempuan’ at Prima @ Astro. Waduhh.. gila deh nontoin nya….Cewek2 nya cantek-cantek bangat!!! (@_@)

I was so hectic reading other people blogger but seems there’s no muse for me to wrote mine. I don’t know what to wrote anymore.

I love today’s date. 08.08.08. There’s a colleague of mine getting married today. Lucky her to get such a lovely date. I was planning to get hitched today but my parents and parents in-law to-be don’t think that there’s enough time for the preparations... ah well, the date that we choose now is more special for both of us… rite nicky?? :p

By the way, lately nicky and I looks like to have a ritual every Friday, which is watching movie… my passion!! Nicky wants to watch ‘I’m Not Single’ and hell no I am gonna watch it in cinema… movie like that + Cinema = Suck! Sorry nicky dear… but I promise him to bought the movie’s dvd … yahhh… like I’am goin to do it (\_/) la la la la la :B
Luckily, Pavillion didn’t showed the movie anymore. So, I was browsing for an interesting and worth movie.... ‘Susuk’ crossed my mind but I’ve read some review in paper and it wasn’t a good review…so thinking bout watching ‘Meet Dave’ … got a negative review too…. And I read on ‘Forgetting Sarah Marshal’ synopsis and……

“In its opening weekend, the film grossed $17.7 million in 2,798 theaters in the United States and Canada, ranking #2 at the box office behind The Forbidden Kingdom, and averaging $6,335 per theater.^[8] It opened behind other Apatow productions such as Superbad, Knocked Up, The 40-Year-Old Virgin, and Talladega Nights, but ahead of his recent films Walk Hard^[9] and Drillbit Taylor.

As of July 9, 2008, Forgetting Sarah Marshall has grossed an estimated total of $100.3 million worldwide - $62.9 million in North America and $37.39 million in other territories” -wikipedia

So… we’re gonna watch ‘Forgetting Sarah Marshall’. Hope Nicky will love it!!

mystic, friendship and shopping

2008-07-09T10:28:00.003+08:00

mystic, friendship and shopping

Dear Bloggie,

Got a lot of things in mind that I wanted to write... but don’t know which one should I tell first. Well, how about why I didn’t blogging for almost 2 weeks...

Lately, I felt so tired to do anything especially to go to work. Last month, I skipped work for 6 days and cause a chaos in my office... my boss was so mad that I always didn’t come to work and talk behind my back which I don’t think it’s necessary!!! I mean, a good leader should ask their worker if they have any problems at home or work... ask them why they always didn’t come to work…yadda yadda yadda…. Instead of talking behind their back like a friggin coward!!! Stupid bitch!!!

My mom felt like there’s something wrong with me... she brought me to see one of our neighbors that good at this psychic thing... and been told that someone trying to do something bad to me... typical malay eh!! Whatever it is... I have my Allah to protect me and those who choose to play with the devil will rot in hell!!! Muahahahha...

After that, I try to strengthen up my spirit cause I don’t wanna lose with the devil... I wanna proof that my creator is greater than other living thing in this world!! Kudos to me!! Yay!!

As I always said... Friendship is forever. After almost 5 months we didn’t talk to each other over some very stupid things... mich sent me an sms asking for apologize... I was so touched coz before this, when we had an argument, neither mich nor I will asked for an apologize... I replied telling her that I am sorry too... so, we’re back!! We hang out at dyna’s last 2 weeks and went out watching movie. I even met her new boyfriend!! Huhu...

And last week, nicky and I went shopping for our ‘barang hantaran’. He was so fussy!!! More than I do! Huh! I’ve done with my things... but not him! I don’t wanna state here things that I bought... nanti tak surprise la... huhuhu... but one thing; I get to buy my dreams parfum which cost me 3 bottles of perfume…la la la la
We also bought the wedding ring which took me almost 2 hours to choose it!! Luckily the promoter were so nice. I tried every rings they got there like I’m a gonna-buy-a-very-expensive-ring customer. Thanks to Diamond & Platinum!

We went to Wedding Exhibition too. At Kompleks Kraf and Mid Valley. There’s nothing much I can do there. Cause I already got my wedding package, photographer, already booked the caterer and invitation card. Just look around. We also met Izzat, our photographer and discussed about the price and it was so satisfying! Cause it was really a ‘harga kengkawan’...

It was a tiring weekend but I had fun tho! Felt like wanna shopping everyday... cause I loveee wasting my money!! hehehee. ah well another boring weekdays to go thru...

xoxo,
zura hilman

2008-06-09T10:21:00.002+08:00

GSC sux

Dear Bloggie,

I was so excited to watch Long Khong 2, so I asked Nicky along. I booked the tics thru internet the night before. The place that showing Long Khong was only in Mid Valley and Berjaya Times Squares. MV was fulled so I booked at BTS. But when I went there, I was told by that counter girl they didn’t received my reservation!!! Can u believe that shit!!!?? I don’t!!! So, I told her that I wanted to see their manager and she said the only thing that their manager can do is nothing. She said that this happened so many times. What the fuct...?! It happened so many times but they didn’t do anything to overcome the problem.... demn it!!

I was so mad and felt like wanna throw a bomb to that GSC... well, not really. I am not that mad *lol*. So, we decided to go to Pavillion (my fav place!! to watch movie) and try using the free pass I got from my aunt. It only can watch Someone Behind You but they didn’t exceed the passes yet. So, we choose Superhero Movie as movie of the day... and as I thought before, the movie did suck!! Ah well, as long as I watch it with nicky :p

Now, I don’t have mood to watch Long Khong anymore... :(

Later, Ciao!!

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-06-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

Wedding @ Ipoh

Dear Bloggie,

I just got back from Ipoh wit Nicky. We went there to attend Nicky’s fren wedding. Its quite a tiring journey....(tho I didn’t drive) coz we went there last night, arrived at 11 something, slept over my uncle’s and soon after we attend the wedding, we shoot back to KL. Thought of ‘jalan-jalan’ at Ipoh, but Nicky refuse to. The wedding were held at Kg. Manjoi, Ipoh. The groom and bride wearing a songket. I like the color. But the dais is so simple. Anyway, while we were eating, there’s some ‘makcik’ in front of me were so lack of courtesy. She simply touch the ‘lauk’ with her hand, not one, but all of the ‘lauk’ on the table. So gross. Luckily I took the ‘lauk’ earlier before her arrival. So KG.com..... huh!

Tomorrow gonna watch Long Khong wit nicky...yippie!!

A Start??? (nicky wit his grumpy face)

The Groom & Bride

p/s : Why am i wearing 'tudung'??? hermm...practice makes perfect!!

xoxo,

Zura Hilman

2008-06-05T10:45:00.000+08:00

Petrol price up by 78 sen - and will be reviewed monthly

The Changes

-Price increase
Petrol – RM0.78/litre

Diesel – RM1/litre

Electricity:Commercial and industrial – 26%Retailers and small restaurant operators – 18% (for first 200kWh per month)

Residential – new pricing structure for users above 200kWh per month

Prices effective today (per litre)
Petrol – RM2.70 (previously RM1.92)

Diesel – RM2.58 (previously RM1.58)

Rebates
> RM625 per yearFor private vehicle with engine capacity of 2000cc and below, including private pickup trucks and jeeps with engine capacity of 2500cc and below.
> RM150 per yearFor each private motorcycle with engine capacity of 250cc and below
> RM200 reduction on road taxFor private petrol and diesel vehicles with engine capacity above 2000cc
> RM50 reduction on road taxFor private motorcycles with engine capacity above 250cc
Streamlined diesel subsidy(for approved transportation companies, vessel owners and fishermen)
> Diesel – RM1.43 per litre (previously RM1 per litre for fishermen and RM1.20 per litre for vessel owners)
> RM200 per month for every owner and employee

I can’t believe it. Abdullah has the gut to increase the petrol price... again. And I tell you it is not just a little increase!!! I now pronounced that I am no longer have respect to that asshole(Abdullah Badawi) and he is no longer my country leader. He is a bastard to me!!!!

I suppose all Malaysian were in anger right now, including me! Before this, my car cost RM60 for a full tank, when I count with a new price, it takes almost RM80 for a full tank. Add another RM20!! Demn it.

At the same time, Nicky were grumbling about my politics opinion. And I tell him straight to his face that this is not the party fault. This entire problem that occurred in our country has to put on that bastard shoulders!!! Uwwwwaaaa…. Pressure!! Pressure!! Uhuk…

Last night, most Malaysian were rushing to petrol station to bought fill up their petrol tank with the last price; RM 1.92 and caused traffic jammed. The jams started even before the 5pm announcement by the Prime Minister. SMSes had been circulating earlier saying that petrol was going to cost RM2.70 a litre.

In Kuala Lumpur and here, any road with a petrol station was clogged as queues as long as several kilometres formed. Tempers also flared when drivers reacted angrily at those who jumped queue and set off a chaos.

p/s : I wonder why can't we just use our own oil instead of export it and import others oil...????

xoxo,

Zura Hilman

2008-06-03T10:18:00.000+08:00

Eat Your Breakfast!

I’m sure you’ve heard many times that breakfast is the most important meal of the day. This isn’t just rhetoric that someone invented to sell breakfast cereal. There are many good reasons — and some serious science — behind the recommendation to start the day with a healthy meal. One of those reasons is that breakfast can have a significant impact on body weight. As someone who’s trying to lose weight, you can’t afford to dispense with breakfast.

p/s : I haven't eat nasi lemak for almost a month now... uuwwwaaa... i miss nasi lemak!!

My breakfast???!!

2008-06-02T10:05:00.003+08:00

Am I that bad?

A question which I don’t have an answer.

I thought I am a simple person. Someone that doesn’t give a damn about anything. Someone that take it kewl on problems or difficulties. But when it comes about someone that trying to messing up my life, I won’t be that kewl anymore.

Why there’s always someone else’s??? Why are their existence matters? as if without their presence will destroy your life…

I am not a demanding person. I don’t ask for much. Enough with an effort to at least try please me.

I did try to change myself into what people want me to. Trust me, I did! But somehow, people will just see you like how they wanted to. If they think that you’re an asshole… and that’s what you’re gonna be in their view.

I wish I am not like who I am now… cause who I am now is only a burden…. For everyone!!!!

2008-06-02T09:06:00.000+08:00

Preparation + Tragedy

Dear Bloggie,

Last Saturday, I went out with nicky and his mom. We booked our wedding invitation card for his reception and booked our wedding dress. So far, his mom not as fussy as I thought she could be. She just agreed with our opinion. No disagreement ever occurred. It’s just that my plan of not ‘bersanding’ at his reception is not succeed. I have to agree that we have to because nicky is the first one who’s getting married among his cousin. Done deal!

You know what… I can’t wait for this big day to come!!!!

That night, Nicky and I watched movie at Pavillion which I am not going to mention what movie because it’s a desperate time call for a desperate measure!!! Before the show, we had dinner at San Fransisco coffee. Unfortunately something happened that make me lose my mood. We haven’t talk to each other till we got home! Nice one!! So, the movie which already sucked became worst. Urghh!!

By the way, I really love watching movie at Pavillion. But truthfully, I hate watching movie at cinema… it’s a loss. I can get three movie with RM20. But the problem is now, there’s no place for us to watch movie anymore…. :(
So, nak tak nak…we have to spent money on it because I am a movie maniac!!!
Demn it.

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-05-29T14:21:00.000+08:00

Happy 3rd Birthday to my dearest blog!!!

2008-05-28T11:19:00.001+08:00

10 steps to better sleep

“Sleep is not a vice,” says Timothy J., PHD in the Good Sleep Guide. This is his 10-Step Plan to getting Better Sleep:

1.Understand the need for sleep

2.Make sleep a priority
-It is as important as your mealtimes and sex. Don’t relegate it to something you do “when everything else is done”

3.Watch your diet
-A balanced diet will help you sleep better, but remember to stay away from alcohol, sleeping pills and caffeine too close to bedtime

4.Exercise can be active
- Regular exercise – though not too close to your bedtime – will improve your chances of getting regular sleep.

5.Learn to relax – tension and stress at bedtime will give you a restless night. Try meditating before you sleep

6.Sort out your sleep routine
-Get into a pattern of going to sleep the same time every night, and walking the same time every day (whether it is a holiday or not)

7.Organize your time
-No matter what you think, there really are enough hours in a day to do everything. It’s a question of organization

8.Develop healthy thinking and control worry
-Worrying can keep you up and sleepless. Adopt some worry-free strategies like exercises, meditation and structured problem-solving.

9.Deal with other problems
-Sort out your relationships, work or mental or physical problems. With less to think about, you’ll sleep better

10.Persevere and practice
-You have to make good sleep a habit, and this will take time. Don’t give up too easily.

2008-05-27T11:57:00.003+08:00

Achmed The Dead Terrorist

Dear bloggie,

Seriously, you have to watch Jeff Dunham, an American ventriloquist act. It's damn hilarious!!

He has performed on numerous comedy shows. His usual puppets include a woozle named Peanut; a bitter old man named Walter; José Jalapeño, a talking jalapeno pepper on a stick; Achmed the Dead Terrorist; and an unusual superhero named Melvin.

Visit www.youtube.com to watch his performance and I bet you'll laugh to death.

p/s : Silence! I kill you...! Ak ak ak

xoxo,

Zura Hilman

2008-05-26T13:21:00.001+08:00

Save The Earth

In conjunction with World Environment Day this June 5, help reduce your carbon footprint :

1. Switch all your regular light bulbs to energy-savings bulbs. According to Energy Saving Trust UK, energy-saving bulbs use up to 80% less electricity than regular light bulbs.

2.Don’t leave your computer, TV or radio on standby when you sleep at night. Instead, turn them off. Your pc left on standby mode uses up to 6 watts of electricity.

3.Travel to work with public transport if possible or make it a point to walk or cycle to a nearby destinations.

By adopting any of these steps, you are actually decreasing the amount of carbon released into the environment that contributes to global warming. Log on to www.unep.org/wed/2008/english / to learn more about this.

2008-05-25T08:34:00.000+08:00

Indiana Jones and The Kingdom of the Crystal Skull

Dear bloggie,

I watched Indiana Jones last night with nicky at Pavillion. I enjoyed it except for the ending. I can't accept the existence of alianation in the movie (Oh! i hate alien!! ... except for perfume Alien by Thierry Mugler..erkk). Here's a little about Indiana Jones and its chronicles.

Indiana Jones first appeared in the 1981 film Raiders of the Lost Ark. The film was followed by Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom in 1984, Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade in 1989, The Young Indiana Jones Chronicles from 1992 to 1996, and Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull in 2008.

Jones played by Harrison Ford, was first introduced in the 1981 film Raiders of the Lost Ark, set in 1936. He is portrayed as an adventurous throwback to the 1930s film serial treasure hunters and pulp action heroes, with an alter ego of Doctor Jones, a respected archaeologist at Marshall College - a fictional university in Connecticut. In this first adventure, he is pitted against the Nazis, traveling the world to prevent them from recovering the Ark of the Covenant (see also Biblical archaeology). The Nazis are led by Jones's archrival, a Nazi-sympathizing French archaeologist named Rene Belloq, and Arnold Toht, a sinister Gestapo officer.

The 1984 prequel Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom, set in 1935, took the character into a more horror-oriented story, skipping his legitimate teaching job and globe trotting, and taking place almost entirely in India. This time, Jones attempts to recover children and a sacred stone from a bloodthirsty cult.

The third film, 1989's Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade, set in 1938, returned to the formula of the original, reintroducing characters such as Sallah and Marcus Brody, a scene from Professor Jones's classroom (he now teaches at Barnett College), the globe trotting element of multiple locations, and the return of the infamous Nazi mystics, this time trying to find the Holy Grail. The film's introduction, set in 1912, provided some back story to the character, specifically his fear of snakes, his use of a bullwhip, the origin of the scar on his chin, and the source of his fedora hat, as well as his father. Although Lucas intended at the time to do five films, this ended up being the last for over 18 years, as Lucas could not think of a good MacGuffin to drive the next installment.

The fourth film, Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull, became the latest installment of the series on May 22, 2008. Set in 1957, almost 20 years after the third film, it pits an older, wiser Indiana Jones against agents of the Soviet Union bent on harnessing the power of an ancient artifact. Again, viewers visit the common theme of "nefarious villains obsessed with the paranormal". In this installment, the plot revolves around a mysterious crystal skull that is discovered in South America by Harold Oxley (John Hurt), a colleague of Professor Jones. He is aided in his adventure by an old lover, Marion Ravenwood (Karen Allen), and a young greaser named Mutt Williams (Shia LaBeouf).

p/s : It's a must see movie....hurry!! what you waiting for?!!

xoxo,

Zura Hilman

2008-05-22T10:53:00.000+08:00

Up your girly innocence by a notch by :

1.Smiling sweetly

2.Acknowledgement something with a little gasp, or answering with a gentle “ Is that so?” Try to keep your voice as close to your natural one so you don’t unwittingly grate the nerves of those around you.

3.Putting your hand to your mouth when you’re giggling, as opposed to a hearty and booming laugh

4.Flutter your lashes to within an inch of their lives

Baizura Wedding

2008-05-19T09:40:00.002+08:00

Baizura’s Wedding

Dear Bloggie,

Yesterday, nicky and I went to a friend’s wedding in Kuala Selangor… and what a ride…. It’s a very far far away place to reached and it’s a very bore to death road, we’re in the car felt like wanted to do jumping jack! So, as usual… I’d done my usual activities, capturing happy moments.

It took roughly 2 hours to reach the location, and Alhamdulillah, we arrived safely. But then, it’s quite late (arrived at 3 pm) the bride and groom already ‘bersanding’ and the food almost finish. My friend’s Baizura looks so pretty in her wedding dress. I can’t believe that she’s married now. She used to be my ‘adik kecik’ at the office before she got transferred to other department.

Anyway, congratulations to both of them, Baizura and Saiful. May Allah bless both of you and happily ever after.

p/s : I know i look fat... don't worry..it's only graphic :p

xoxo,

Zura Hilman

2008-05-11T03:11:00.003+08:00

Queen of My Heart

Dear bloogie,

25 years ago, she went through a lot of difficulty while carried me. She overweight, got diabetes, high blood and almost met death when delivered me. I guess it’s a sign that the only daughter she had will be the very stubborn and disobedient among her other children. No matter what I did, her love for me were never change. What she did in her life is all for her children. Her hard work, joy, tears. She is the queen of my heart. The sacred person in my life and I love her deeply. Without her, there would be no me!!! And I want the world to know that I am so proud to have her as my mother!!! No matter who she is.

To Puan Karteni bt Kusasi :

You are the greatest person in this world. Thank you for your love and your sacrifices. I love you mom!!

To people out there,

Love our mother unconditionally because they are the greatest thing you ever had in you life... not your friends, your colleague and let alone boyfriend!! Trust me, they are the only person you could turn to when you’re lost and when there’s no one to be your crying shoulder!!

Allah created mothers to takes care of us, loves us, balances so many roles and yet does so with a smile. Though we feel it in our hearts, but often we leave our appreciation and love unspoken. On Mother's Day, make it upto her... surprise her with a big hug, a quiet 'Thank You' or a warm 'I Love You' with cute, funny and thoughful cards.

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there!!!

2008-03-25T11:40:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

I was thinking about putting a segment on the reception day. It’s called ‘our love song’ but still looking for the suitable title because that one sound grossy.. On that segment, I’ll ask them to play all the song that have been our song, like the song I’ve gave nicky and the song nicky gave me, despite the fact that I gave more song than he ever did :p.

Hereby, I list all of our love song, included ;

1. I Wanna Grew All With You – Adam Sandler
2. So much in love – All 4 One
3. Love Song – The Cure
4. Errr….. later!! Ciao!

Xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-03-15T11:16:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Life after engagement seems normal at all. Except, I felt that we are not like before. We are now totally a two different person than we are for the last 3++ years. We still argued... of course we did.. except, it doesn’t happen frequently as we did before.

We moved back to KL. No more Shah Alam. So, now I am an independent person. I drove to work, to class by myself. No more driver. Huhu.

I’ve begin organized all the stuff and things for the wedding. I’ve already draft the budget. I’ve booked the hall for the reception, photographer, caterer. It’s not as simple as I used to imagine. I don’t expect for a grand ceremony though, enough with the present of all the families and friends, happiness of my parents and the important thing is; the groom... hehe... without him, there won’t be a wedding.....rite? :p

Later! Ciao!!

xoxo,
zura hilman

ReDo

2008-03-10T11:50:00.001+08:00

I am sorry that the post on Feb, 11 having some problems due to the font that aren't stabil. I can't redo, i don't know why... happy reading by the way.

xoxo,
Zura Hilman

2008-02-12T11:25:00.002+08:00

I'm Engage??!!!

Dear Bloggie

It's been a while...huhu. No need to tell why i didnt blogging... i've wrote about it many times.... wawawa...malas..malas..malas..

On 09 Feb 2008, i've officially being a fiancee...to Mohamad Aniq Hilman bin Abdul Mutallip, my 3 years +++. I am so happy and praying that we will last forever. I love him very much!!! Thank you to all my families especially my mom, abah, abang and ayie for all your help..financially,phsically and mentally....i appreciate it very much! to my frens, especially michy for willing to be there... from the beginning to the end of the ceremony..you've been a very helpful fren and i am so grateful you are my best fren!!! to my beloved lynn and her parents..for coming over all the way from KL and not to forget my sweet dyna and arepp ("kitaorg dtg sesudah subah") wakakaka.... tak kisah la..... as long as you guys coming..that's enough! to my families... kak shima and abg nuar...you've been a very helpful fammy to us! and pak ngah + family, pak teh + family, pak tam + family, mak long, kak sharon, abg ijai, abg kamal..... thank you all..... to my parents best frens, cik ita n en salim.... thank you so much... and also taman ikan emas neighbourhood....thank you...thank you...thank you!!!!!! and also aniq's family and frens... adik, azmir,wan and acap....thank you! To aniq hilman, thank you for everything... i know this is the hardest decision you've ever made in your life, and I promised you a happiness you've never dreamed of.....

baby..am back

2007-11-11T20:10:00.001+08:00

:: Do I Need A Topic? ::

Since I didn’t update the blog… I really had been busy with … nothing… seriously. Except, as usual, my doppelganger=laziness. I did have a lot of assignment to do… but like usual, I’ll do it in a very last minute. That’s my idea on getting a very high-quality assignment. Last minute work will produce a very good idea. How’s that… heh!

In the last 4 month, there’s a lot of stuff and event I’ve been going through. I have a new hobby; playing pool wit dyndyn… which a nu friend I’ve made n been close to recently. I have to say, she a very nice and cool person I’ve ever made! I really enjoy spending time with her.

Last September, my boss retired… which is the coolest boss I ever had!! Honestly. He’s been really nice to me… I swear I will never forget him as he was like my second dad. We still contact each other. He’s really concern about me and considers me as his own daughter since he had a daughter which is not in well condition. This 13th November, he is going to perform Haji. Wish him and his wife all the best. So, I get a new boss. Which I am not really sure to described him now. Maybe next time.

This year Raya was quite fun. I celebrated my birthday too… on the second Raya. We had barbeque on the night of my birthday. My brother bought me a cake and nicky gave me an Olympus digital camera. And I had a joker smile on my face. Hehehe…
I just finished my final exam. A quite tough one till am not sure I can get a good result or not *sigh*

I guess this is it for now. Later!

2007-06-04T15:05:00.000+08:00

Must Watch

A group of National Guard trainees find themselves battling against a vicious group of mutants on their last day of training in the desert.

*Didn't like it quite as much as the first, but still I enjoyed it.

Movie Mania

2007-06-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

Must Watch

Eli Roth(Director) has indicated that the movie will begin right where the original ended, with Paxton (Jay Hernandez) on the train. According to Production Weekly, the focus of the sequel will be on three American girls studying abroad who encounter the Elite Hunting organization. In addition, one of the planned revelations will be that the Slovak location is part of a chain.

3 beautiful college students are tricked into entering a hostel where the 'hosts' like to torture, rape and murder. Following a geographical tour of Slovakia, three women are lured into a hostel by an European classmate who sells them to the twisted masters, who tie them up and bring upon an unthinkable world of pain.

*i like dis sequel's ending!!!

No Smoking...

2007-05-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

I called few of my frens and aniq to tell them not to smoke today, in order to support World No Tobacco Day... i even asked my boss not to smoke...

in the end; the first thing i said to aniq when i got in the car "Shayang... i need a cigarrete!!
hurry!" *sigh*

Anger Management

2007-05-29T11:49:00.000+08:00

PMS

I am a very angry person today. I got mad most of the time on aniq. Everything that he did or done or say will make me go nuts. Well, PMS… pity him. I even got mad for no reason at all and sometimes I can see his annoyed face whenever it happened and i suppose i only felt comfortable letting go all my anger to someone closed but i'm afraid that he will get bored about it one day! *sigh*

What Are the Symptoms of Premenstrual Syndrome (PMS)?

Looking at the lists below, it's easy to feel overwhelmed by the many ways PMS can affect you physically and emotionally. Relax. Most women have just a few of these symptoms, and you only have to worry about those that pertain to you. What's more, there's a wide range of treatments available – from simple lifestyle changes to prescription medications.

The symptoms of PMS can be summarized under two separate categories: physical and emotional. Consulting the lists below could be very useful in starting a discussion next time you talk to your doctor.

How PMS Can Affect Your Body:
a) Breast Swelling & Tenderness
b) Abdominal Bloating
c) Swollen Ankles, Feet or Hands
d) Fluid Retention
e) Back Pain
f) Headache
g) Migraines
h) Trouble Sleeping
i) Abdominal Cramps
j) Low Energy/Fatigue
k) Acne Breakouts
l) Cold Sores
m) Constipation/Diarrhea or Nausea
n) Appetite Changes and Food Cravings
o) Joint or Muscle Pain/Stiffness
p) Dizziness
q) Sweating
r) Rapid Heartbeat

*I am so doomed!!

How PMS Can Affect Your Emotions:
a) Moodiness
b) Irritability
c) Crying Spells
d) Feeling Anxious
e) Sadness
f) Feeling Tense
g) Disinterest in Daily Activities
h) Forgetfulness
i) Confusion
j) Difficulty Concentrating
k) Anger/Aggression
l) Panic Attacks
m) Fearfulness/Paranoia
n) Difficulty Handling Stress
o) Feeling Out of Control
p) Decreased Self-Esteem
q) Change in Sexual Desire
r) Withdrawal from Others

*Aniq is soooo dead meat!!!

Level with your loved ones

The ups and downs you experience before your period are very real. But other people may not realize your mood swings have a biological base. That's why it's important to confide in those who matter and tell them how you're feeling. If you've been hard to live with, it's okay to explain why a little patience is necessary. And sometimes love means having to say you're sorry. The symptoms of PMS are tough, but you don't have to go through them alone.

Im outta here.

2007-05-28T12:38:00.000+08:00

The O.C

I’ve spent 2 days and 2 nights watching The O.C season 4; The final season dvd. The episode put a stop with a happy ending (wud a cliché). Every character ends up being happy family, happy couple yadda yadda yadda.

The fourth and final season began on November 2, 2006 in the United States, and featured a total of 16 episodes. The season begins with everyone coping with the death of Marissa Cooper. Ryan has moved out of the Cohen household and becomes a cage fighter to deal with his anger. Summer begins attending Brown University, where she throws herself into environmental activism, and avoids calls from Seth, who stays in Newport and finds a job at a comic book shop. Marissa's younger sister Kaitlin returns to Newport from boarding school and starts attending Harbor. Julie, meanwhile, hires a private detective to track down Volchok, who had fled to Mexico. She plans to have Ryan take revenge on Volchok, presumably by killing him.

Ultimately, with Seth and Sandy's help, Ryan allows Volchok to turn himself into the authorities. Ryan subsequently moves back in with the Cohens. In the meantime, Taylor Townsend, who is previously thought to have been in Paris, attending the Sorbonne, secretly returns to Newport after impulsively marrying a Frenchman, who then refuses to grant her a divorce. Ryan helps her by posing as her lover to get her husband to agree to the divorce, after which she and Ryan begin a romantic relationship. After releasing rabbits from a laboratory, Summer is suspended from Brown for a semester and returns to California where she and Seth reconcile. Julie Cooper begins a relationship with wealthy Texan businessman Gordon Bullit, however, she soon becomes conflicted when she falls for Ryan's biological father, Frank, who was released from prison. Near the end of the fourth season, Kirsten becomes pregnant with a baby girl, and she and Sandy consider whether Newport is the right place to bring up another child. A powerful earthquake hits Newport, and the Cohens' house is damaged beyond repair.

The series finale documents the characters' lives six months after the earthquake. In a flashforward, Seth and Summer get married, Julie graduates from college, Sandy becomes a law professor, and Ryan becomes an architect. The series concludes with Ryan reaching out to a troubled teenager just as Sandy did for him.

Im outta here.

2007-05-26T11:41:00.000+08:00

Kuantan

I am so excited for this Kuantan trip which syikin and I had been planned it for 3 months... I've called a lot of hotel at Kuantan to make a reservation and to find out which one is the cheapest one.... and we're also planning to go to Cherating. It's been like a decade I didn't go to that very sentimental place of mine. There's a lot of memories buried in Kuantan. That was the place i've met my two best friends, places where I understand the meaning of real friendship, real life, love? Nah... Ive met my love at KL.... well, uptown Damansara to be specific :p

To write about Kuantan will never end, anyway, I've thought about a lot of thing to do when we reach Kuantan, I wanna bring aniq to every places that i've been in Kuantan... Semambu, Air Putih, Teluk Chempedak, Megamall and eat Nasi Air all I can..... But then, suddenly at the very last minute, our planned have to call it of due to some reason. Disappoint... More than words can say... but I don't wanna point finger here... so, I decided to changed plan and came out with Sunway Lagoon... I really need a getaway after struggling for all the assignment and exams.

Sunway Laggon just fine to me. I went with aniq. We kindda have fun there except that I didn't wear slippers and it sort of ruined everything. Its hard for me to walk around with the hot weather and barefoot. Well, funny things is, I almost make aniq cry and throw up after riding a 360 Tomahawk ride... pity you aniki..... hahahahaha :p

Im outta here.

2007-05-22T10:14:00.000+08:00

Gaji naik!!! yippie!!

These days, first thing that will be on my mind as soon as I woke up from sleep is.......FOOD. Yeap... how freak is dat huh? I mean, yes, I have to be thankful coz at least I got food to eat... ok! Duh...

But I keep thinking about it 24-7...... Urrgghhh... whenever I got nothing to do... all I could thinking about is eat, eat, eat. I can't eat that much. I need to lose weight. Hello! somebody's getting fat here!! I really really need to lose weight... till aniq can't even call me fatty anymore when am not one! I tried once to exercise... but too lazy for it. Maybe, I'll do it slowly coz I really need to lose weight!

Yeah... it's been a while I didn't update my blog. Nothing interesting to wrote... and I got tons of work to do at my new department. So, don't even bother! Good news is, government's salary is getting increased!! We're talking about 25% increasing!!! Haha! I bet most of them will be thinking about getting a new car or new 3G hand phone instead of boosting up their quality of work or service to the public! Yeap... that’s what the first thing I've heard from my colleague "boleh aku tukar kete pas ni" "aku nak tukar N95 arr bila gaji naik nanti". So, I don't blame people talking about government workers don't really have works to do...

ok! Paint this picture; punch card at 7.30 am, breakfast at 8 am, get back in the office at 10 am, went out for lunch at 12 till 2 (which lunch time is actually at 1-2) read magazine or papers or grapevine till 3... and went home at 430... when there is actually lots of work to do... seriously! My colleague at this new department sometimes went out at 11 to go to karaoke!!! Dude!! they were so unbelievable!

Whatever it is.... I am so damn happy with the salary increased, which I bet they will be another increasing on fuel or toll or groceries price or whatever... Neither way, I am thinking about adding up my YSL make up collection, or perfume or new outfit yadda, yadda, yadda

Am outta here...!

2006-11-06T14:36:00.000+08:00

I'm BaCk...and... ThIs TiMe its FoR ReaL....

Hye everyone... its really been a while eh... well, i didn't really get the chance to wrote anything coz I've been busy (and lazy too) these days.. with work at the office and assignment. And by the way, thanks to those who leaves sum compliment at my shoutbox. its very thoughtful of you guys eh. But when Lokman pun noticed that I've been nothing than a lazy ass... so I think I really should write sumthing in this blog or put down the lid of it.

My life seems great these days after ive been thru a lot of something that really unexpected to be or for me to undergo but things happen rite guys.. I was really sad and depressed back then but no matter what, I never show it tho sumtimes I did. I act as I'm so happy and delighted at all time. But it was the past. I learn a lot from it. Hope it cud help me be someone better for someone that tot I am such a nitemare for 'em. Who knows eh.

Okay! Let's start with my birthday..!! hurrmm... dis year seems like less wishes I got. My mom and abah didn't really remember bout it until the late afternoon. Dey had their own problem and felt regrets about not being among earliest people to wished. It's ok.. I mean, of course dey won't ever forget about my born day... I was the hardest one!

The earliest person to wish is always the same as the last 5 years, means dat she'd been the 1st since we both now each other.. thanx babe (lynn)!!!
Sometimes, at dis kind of moment, we just realized and see which one is really ur frens eh.. as usual, hafiza only wished after I told her bout it.. she never even noted about my birthday, I guess. I mean, I tot she's is my best fren.. well…. She is… but am I her best fren?...heh... I guess I should just straight ask her about it... coz its really breaking your heart when your best frens never ever wish your birthday...wudever!

my brother... hurrmm… shahril did send me a message and shahroni.. he didn't wished but popped up with a gift, a week after my birthday, a perfume... which is my obsession!!! Huhu

Hari Raya... nothing much actually. The same routine goes over and over again. Oppss... not really actually. This time, I came back to kampong really late. 4 am in the morning of 1st syawal. I took a ride with my cousin, since aniq had to work on the first and second raya (which ruin all of our plan to go back to kampong together) and since my cousin quite a dumb ass, i spent 2 days before raya at his hauz with his two lil spoiled brat... and I couldn't helped out my mom for hari raya preparation. She's is not really happy about it actually. Owwh yah... my poor mom injured the nite before she went back to kampong. Her head being cut by the ceiling fan and I wasn't there!!! as nobody at the house except for the lil brat jufri, she went thru the pain alone and had to ask for help from the neighbor. Luckily there's eli to bring her to the clinic. I am so sorry mom. I wish I heard ur call...

I'm having an exam this month. Great rite, couldn't really enjoyed hari raya. And there's still assignment to be done before the exam's over. Damn it!

So... later!!

2006-04-27T15:22:00.000+08:00

ey... i'm back ...

Valentine Day

2006-02-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

Valentine Day

Waspada Jebak Hari Kekasih:

TARIKH 14 Februari sentiasa dinanti-nantikan kebanyakan muda-mudi bagi meraikan Hari Valentine atau Hari Kekasih. Yang pasti kita lihat nanti ramai remaja dan muda-mudi Islam turut meraikan hari tersebut

Hari Valentine bukan amalan yang disuruh nabi, sahabatnya atau para solihin. Amat malang lagi apabila Hari Kekasih diraikan pasangan muda mudi yang bukan muhrim serta direstui ibu bapa yang jahil mengenai hukum agama. Pasangan kekasih ada kalanya meraikan Hari Valentine di pub, disko, hotel dan kemuncaknya berakhir di bilik sehingga berlaku zina yang kononnya sebagai tanda cinta kepada kekasih mereka.

Hari Valentine diambil daripada nama seorang paderi yang begitu berpengaruh di zaman pemerintahan ratu dari Sepanyol. Terdapat beberapa versi bagaimana Hari Valentine dikaitkan dengannya, namun sekurang-kurangnya terdapat dua versi yang telah dicatat dalam sejarah. Valentino adalah orang terpenting Ratu Isabella yang berjasa menumpaskan kerajaan Islam Kordova, Sepanyol. Ratu Isabella dan seluruh rakyat menganggap dia sebagai kekasih, lalu 14 Februari itu diraikan sebagai tanda kemenangan dalam menyembelih dan menumpaskan umat Islam serta memadamkan cahaya Islam di Sepanyol. Sebelum mencapai kejayaan meumpaskan Islam, Valentino dikatakan mempunyai dua orang kekasih. Kekasih pertamanya beragama Islam dan yang kedua beragama Kristian. Memandangkan berlainan agama, maka dia terpaksa melupakan kekasih Islam dan menumpukan kepada kekasih keduanya yang berfahaman Protestan. Apabila beliau berjaya menumpaskan kerajaan Islam di Kordova, maka ratu Isabella bertanya kepadanya, apakah bentuk ganjaran yang ingin dikurniakan atas kejayaan itu. Lantas Valentino menyatakan keinginannya mengahwini kekasihnya yang berfahaman Protestan itu. Permintaan itu menimbulkan kemarahan Ratu Isabella dan rakyat Kordova kerana Valentino adalah paderi Katolik sedangkan kekasihnya seorang Protestan, tambahan beliau adalah paderi dan sememangnya tidak boleh berkahwin.Atas kemurkaan inilah beliau dipenjarakan, tetapi sebagai mengenangkan jasa paderi itu maka tarikh 14 Februari dianggap sebagai Hari Kekasih.Di Barat, Hari Kekasih bermaksud pada hari tersebut pasangan kekasih bebas melakukan apa sahaja. Mereka bukan sahaja bertukar bunga-bungaan, malah akan melakukan perkara di luar batas moral dan akhirnya berlaku perbuatan tidak sepatutnya mereka lakukan. Agak bahaya budaya ini dijadikan gaya hidup golongan muda-mudi.Firman Allah: “Dan belanjakanlah (apa yang ada pada kamu) kerana menegakkan agama Allah, janganlah kamu sengaja mencampakkan diri ke dalam bahaya kebinasaan, baikilah perbuatan kamu, kerana sesungguhnya Allah mengasihi orang-orang berusaha supaya baik amalannya.” (Surah Al-Baqarah: Ayat 195)Amalan menyambut Hari Valentine jelas bertentangan dengan Islam dan hari yang tidak dimuliakan oleh Islam. Hari yang asasnya bukan daripada akidah yang benar, malah sesiapa di kalangan umat Islam yang meraikannya samalah seperti dia meraikan perjuangan seorang paderi yang telah berjaya meruntuhkan Islam di bumi Allah di Sepanyol. Meraikan Hari Valentine juga seolah-olah kita mengiktiraf perilaku seseorang kasanova Valentino yang mengheret dua kekasih dalam satu masa. Hari Kekasih yang dibawa oleh musuh Islam ini tanpa disedari bertujuan meletakkan dan merosakkan akhlak umat Islam.Sedarlah bahawa budaya ini bukan budaya Islam, malah ia adalah kudis yang membawa barah kerosakan dalam masyarakat kita yang kumannya dikirim oleh musuh Islam sebagai agenda mereka untuk memusnahkan khususnya remaja Islam. Sebaliknya kita wajar menghayati dan meraikan kekasih kita - Habibullah - iaitu nabi Muhammad yang telah menyinari kehidupan manusia dari kegelapan kepada cahaya seluruh alam. Janganlah kita mengusutkan lagi keadaan keruntuhan akhlak remaja Islam yang sudah sampai ke tahap membimbangkan. Kegiatan sumbang, tidak sihat serta salah laku semakin menjadi-jadi dan sesetengahnya berlaku di depan mata kita.Lebih membimbangkan apabila golongan yang ramai terjebak dalam masalah sosial adalah remaja yang menjadi harapan bangsa dan agama. Remaja dan belia adalah aset negara yang bakal menjadi pemimpin, sekurang-kurangnya sebagai pemimpin keluarga. Mereka wajib mengisi dada dengan ilmu dan iman bagi mempersiapkan diri sebagai pelapis pemimpin negara serta keluarga dan bukan asyik leka dengan keseronokan duniawi. Akibat keruntuhan ini, sekiranya tidak dibendung pasti akan membawa kepada kerugian dan kehancuran keluarga, masyarakat, bangsa, agama dan negara.Kegagalan menghayati ajaran Islam dan kemasukan budaya tidak sihat yang dibawa golongan yang memusuhi Islam mempercepatkan lagi kehancuran umat Islam dan peradabannya. Syahadah yang kita lafazkan mengandungi ikrar bahawa tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah dan Nabi Muhammad itu pesuruh Allah, tetapi mengapa kita gagal menghayati tuntutan tersebut? Sebaliknya kita lebih banyak terpengaruh dengan ciri-ciri dan meniru gaya hidup musuh Islam seperti meraikan Hari Valentine.

:Sumbangan JAIS:

And this is another verse dat ive always heard....

A long time ago in Rome, there was a very unkind emperor called Claudius. He wanted all the men he ruled over to join his army to make it big and strong. But the men did not want to leave their families and were not very keen on joining up. So, Claudius did a very awful thing, he stopped all marriages! He thought if men did not have wives and children they would be happy to fight. However, a Priest called Valentine felt this was very unfair and continued to marry couples that were in love. Unfortunately Valentine was caught marrying a boy and girl, and so he was arrested and put in jail. While he was in prison, he received many notes and flowers from young people who believed in love. On the day he was killed he left one girl a note, which said 'From your Valentine'. The day was February 14th, and this is why we share letters of love and friendship on this day, to remember Saint Valentine, who died because he believed in love.

whichever verse dat true... the same point we can see is dat Valentine Day were celebrated bcoz of a priest... So... anak cina makan pengat, sendiri mau ingat arr..

Neway, as for myself, I never tot of celebrating dis event Besides... I never had bf whenever the v-day came... and altho dis V-day were the second V-day dat I pass thru wit him... still never tot of celebrating it!!

Ive watch 'Everyday is a Friday' show last nite and as Ive been expected, Valentine Day was the main topic. The host was asking to the celebrity guest (Hannah Tan & Hans Isaac) wud do dey think about V-day... Hans said dat it's a day to celebrate our romance while Hannah disagree and said why should we specialize a day to celebrate our relationship... why don't we just assume dat everyday is a day for us to celebrate love? Yah.... I quit agree wit her.

And besides, fer muslims, we are forbidden to celebrate Valentine... so, I decided dat anniversary day is enuff for us to at least had one special day for the relationship...

I ask him, wud does love mean to him ( I already prepared my answer b4 dat) and turn out dat our answered were same...

me : wud does love mean to you?
Him : ZURA

So, I guess u guys can figure out wud is my answer to the Q above........

P/S : WUD DOES LOVE MEAN TO YOU GUYS?

survey Q

2006-01-04T15:24:00.000+08:00

LAST PERSON WHO
1. Slept in your bed: :p
2. Saw you cry: Him
3.Made you cry: Myself
4. You shared a drink with: Him
5.You went to the movies with: Him
6. You went to the mall with: Him
7. Yelled at you: no one at dis moment.. im not living wit my folk anymore...
8.Sent you an email: Him

HAVE YOU EVER. . .
1.Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yeah.. to aniq with all my heart
2.Gotten in a fight with your pet: yah.. we need to go to the bathroom at the same time
3.Been to California: No
4.Been to Korea: No
5.Been to Mexico: No
6.Been to Japan: No
7.Been to London: No... uwwaa... my life sux eh?!!
8.Danced naked: No but wanted to... for Him :p ahahah
9.Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: No
10.Wish you were the opposite sex: then, I wouldn't be loved by him... so, NO
11.Had an imaginary friend: I guess no
12.Do you have a crush on someone: of course
13.What book are you reading now: Dictionary.. izzit count as book too?
14.Worst feeling in the world: I felt like I am such a biatch
15.Future son's name: arrrr? Never think of it yet but the dad's name.. got already.. :p
16.Favorite sport to watch: his futsal match

Siblings: 2 brothers. 1 younger and 1 older.
Location: Venus
College plans: finish my degree with a good pointer!!!
Piercings: 3 on the right ear n 2 on the left ear but craving to pierce on my nose!! And belly button... (mau mau mau)

EXTRA STUFF
Do you do drugs: Wanted to try.... before
Do you drink: non-alcohol
What clothes do you sleep in: tank top/spaghetti with boxer
Where do you want to get married: beach..??
Who do you really hate: myself
Been in Love: Yes.. deeply in love with aniq!!!
Do you drive: mostly him.. he said I drive outrageously...... huh!
Do you have a job: yes
Do you like being around people: only around people I know.
Are you for world peace: Yeahh!!

STUFF
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: uhuh
Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: uhuh
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: someone like aniq hilman
Want someone you don't have right now: yes....I want aniq.. noww!! Uwwwaaa...office sux!!
Are you lonely right now: nope…he's always in my heart!!
Song thats stuck in your head: Sell my soul-LarcenCiel
Do you want to get married: YES.. n only with aniq
Do you want kids: I guess.... Errr....

FAVORITE
Room in house: bathroom......
Type(s) of music: rock la bebeh..... whud else. N also music dat he listen. RAVE dude...rave!!
Band(s): dat rock my day
Color: White.. Black....
Month: November
Stone: diamond

IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...
Cried: once!!!
Bought something: xdok pitih doh.....
Gotten sick: PMS
Sang: all the time
Wanted to tell someone you loved them: all the time
Met someone new: everyday......
Hugged someone: yes...him n wish to never let go

-WheN yOu LoVe SumOnE sOOo DeEpLy DeY bComE uR LiFe-

nu! nu!

2006-01-02T16:13:00.000+08:00

adieu 2005!

2006-01-01T11:28:00.000+08:00

Adieu 2005!!!

Wee..... it's already 2006!!! dude... how fast time is moving? I couldn't even remembered I'd past my 22nd birthday(n how phony is dat eh......) ahahha.

Neway, happy nu year to everyone dat read dis blog.... may all ur wishes cum true!! My wishes?? I haf a lot.... couldn't even count wit my own chubby lil finger....! resolution? No..no..!! no resolutions.... I dont want to make one. I noe I'll end up carrying it up to the next year... but there's one resolution dat i've accomplish...!! ahah.. n glad I make it through!!

How was celebration? Nahh... didn't go anywhere. It's been 3 years I stop went out to celebrate such event. Not nu year nor merdeka day. With all the traffic congested, peoples crowd, plus the natural body odor.. urrgghh... no way. Not anymo!! I just hang out at my parent's place together wit him. There were a small nu year bash at my neighbourhood... as usual, planned by my dad. Suprisingly is, my big bro is also home... together watching nu year celebration n concert on tv. Before i could even thrown a word to him, he already said "not a word... not even" hahaha.... i dont noe y he didnt went out to celebrate.. coz he's such a party animal... heh!

Class already started.. wit cgpa dat couldnt even make me smile.. not even him or my parents, I should declair a war again my laziness by now. I noe i'm not a dork or anything similar wit stoopid or brainless.. I was just a lazy ass and dogged. Im goin to try my very very best dis time to prove to everyone dat im not useless!! The best part about dis nu semester is, I haf to take mandarin.. can u imagine how sux my life is? For the first class... it mite b looks and sound like “kacang je neh” but then... we will see the blow later ... and also, I haf to take photo comm which needed me to buy a camera dat cost RM 700 ... now, where am I supposed to get the money? Any donation to make dude? Anyone???? 0_o

Well, most of my frens are goin to finish their degree soon... syiku, lynn, lokman, keju, him while I still stuck up for another 2 years trying and keep on trying to get a gewd score for the result. uuuWWwwaAaaaa!!!!

apprentice

2005-12-05T16:05:00.000+08:00

money, money, money

I didn't watch the first either second season but I watch the third one and my favorite candidate wins. So now, TV3 already shown the fourth seasons n I am very happy with it.... another nu show for my cant-miss-shows list . hah! Yesterday was the first episode of the apprentice 4. The chick were hot with big-boobs-to-show while the men.... err so-so :p The first episode is already blistering with all the usually catfights between the girls.. this melissa is a disaster. She's being a jerk with talking n thinking negative n mocking everyone thinking dat all the girls just jealous with her because of her good looks n her talent which she got none. Wit dat attitude, at the end of the day, she got fired! Huahaha! She even declared dat she cant work with woman.. wud a mistakes!!? As the carolyn said “if she cant work wit woman, she shouldn't stay because dats wud she goin to be working wit for dis whole season”

melissa - the first loser

mom n dad anniversary

2005-12-05T09:31:00.000+08:00

28th YeaRs

Today is mom n abah 28th anniversary. I am so happy for them as dat could stay together for bad and for good, for richer or poorer... My mom were really a brave, tough, patient and full with courage. I really inspired my mom as a really great mom, wife and a human being. They raised us (me n my brothers) in a very good condition even they aren’t an educated people. They willing to do anything to make sure that we will grew without difficulty. As for my dad, he worked 24-7 (he didn’t finished skool bcoz of his family condition, same as my mom) working real hard to get money for his family. He never even muttered how tired or exhausted he is. I am proud tho he arent educated people but at least he great in raising his children!! I never felt unlucky to born as my parent children because I am rich with their love!!!

For my mom n abah; I love both of you very much from my deepest heart!!!! Thank you for everything!!!

Workin on saturday

2005-12-03T13:46:00.000+08:00

saturday overtime

9.30 am

To avoid from getting bored n being alone at home, i decided to do OT (overtime?) n here I am, at the office, early in the morning. I did some filing, clean up my desk and rearrange all the document, record either letter in my pc.

11.30 am

My colleague just arrived, "bangun lambat dowh, sedap tido ujan-ujan ni" YES!!! i definitely now how lovely.... wonderful.... pleasant it was sleeping and snoring in a rainy day..... infact, i believe dat everyone realize about it...!! I also dont know y on earth did i thought of going to office today ..... sigh

1.30 pm

I am now waiting for him to fetch me up. We got no further plan coz he got a function to attend. I guess I will just going home, eating, watching tv or i could continue sleeping .....

-im outta here-

disember

2005-12-01T10:11:00.000+08:00

It tooks like 5-6 hours for me to pull together all the attentive to gain ideas to write starting from I switch on the pc by the time I reach at the office. Looking at others blog make me felt 'what a big ass I got down here'. Well, actually, it is not just about laziness... it is also about lack of times. * working* remember dude.. I am not like you guys... felt so relieved after got out from hell (exam.. is wud im talking about O_o don't cha think it's a hell?) I cant woke up late.. n I mean real late (syiku?) stick my bum all day in a lovely couch, watching tv.. yah.. those r the few of my favorite things!! n plus, nowadays is a rainy season .. n the sux things is, I hafta wake up n take shower in the cold rainy days (in the morning) uuwwwaaa!! While you guys continue dozing with that very soothe comforter..... uwwwaaaaa n snoring ..... uwwwaaaa!!!!!!!! How sux is dat... huh dude??!! sigh

-wudever-

raya is nearly finish... n also 2005. WoW??!! How times flies too fast eh. Any resolution for 2006 .. ahaha.. dats funny coz I don't remember achieving any of my 2005 resolution :p I still hafta reduce all the fat in my tummy .. n decrease my weight ( target 44 kg which I am now is 47 ) I don't think im a gewd daughter to my parents, I didn't do any savings.. or even being a good muslim. So, any suggestions dude for additional to my resolution list? U don't think so?? Yah .. dats a gewd one eh?

-im outta here-

anniversary

2005-11-29T14:49:00.000+08:00

one year... dude!!!

Yah, I admit I am to excited, overjoyed n wudever you guys call about it. Of course I am. First reason is because.... I never been with anyone for this long!!!!!!!!! Is dat mean dat Ive found my right guy? Certainly.. without a doubt!!! For me, he's perfect enuff to be my mr right. Why am I talking about my relationship widely? Wasn't I suppose to keep it just between us? Well, I want the world to know how lucky, bless, happy, pleased, glad I am to know him, to be with him, to be loved by him, to be his life and his everything. Every single second I spent wit him is precious. Just hope everyone around us will pray for our bliss and glad seeing us happy together. :D

sacred day

2005-11-28T13:35:00.000+08:00

Precious Moment of My Life

You are my heart and soul

I wasnt complete before you

But now, I'm whole

I love you so deeply,

I love you so much,

I love the way you treat me,

And the way that we touch,

I love your warm smile,

And your kind, thoughtful way,

The joy that you bring,

To my life everyday,
I love you today,

As I have from the start,

And I'll love you forever,

With all of my heart, I love you.

raye!!

2005-11-07T09:37:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya Happening!!

My raya was superb!! Becoz I celebrate it wit him. Went back to hometown wit him and raya wit him!! Other else....? usual as before but still had a great time.

Countdown to Raya :

I punch my card at the office (which I actually still working dat day) and then gone. Its time to balik kampung!!!! Depart from KL at 7.45 am and arrived around 9.30 something. He was speeding!!!

No one is around. Mom and abah along wit Pak Ngah and Mak Ngah and not to forget Mak Long went to the market for Hari Raya food preparation. And others were still in bed. My big bro is already came back and also Abg Ijai and Kak Sharon. So, we took a rest. Ive got up after my dad woke me and to make sure either Im working or not (dis is ayie's fault.. he told dad about my plan.. belasah kang!!) and I lie when I said dat Im on leave...sowiee....

In the afternoon, abang, ayie, kak sharon, abg ijai, me and him went to Jusco Ipoh for the last shoppin... ahaha. Got nothing to buy becoz im out of cash..well, penny actually! :p

Went back for breaking the fast. And it was the last becoz we will celebrating raya for the next day!! Wee...

at jucso ipoh

And also, dis raya I am no longer got sponsored by my parents coz I possess my own money... instead, I have to gave duit raya... Uwwaaa!!

Our nite is fulfill wit fireworks shows. Abg ijai bought a lot of it. As I watching tv and trying to sleep with all the noise.

Day one :

Woke up early but missed Hari Raya prayer. Both of the bathroom unavailable all the time!!! Its been 3 years I didnt go to Hari Raya prayer. Sigh

After the men back from the mosque, we had dis forgiveness session. And also time for duit raya!!!!!!!!!! Surprisingly, I still got duit raya. Ehehe.. dats make my raya mo joyful. :D

As soon after dat, all of us prepared to visits other family members. Our first hauz is my mak long's at Sungai Siput. While others stayed at Sungai Siput, my family continued our raya to visits my father's families at Kuala Kangsar. Since his hometown is at Kuala Kangsar, I ask him to join us. So, he followed us beraya at Kuala.. and we had a great time meeting our families even tho its raining. I dont noe about him but I hope he had a great time too.

End of the first day of raya.

Day two :

Woke up really late.... tired of yesterday's visits. Dreaming of him when suddenly my mom reward me a pinch and it was a real nice one!!!!
Im groaned to her and quickly grab my towel so dat i wont get anymore pinch and went to the bathroom. Joined the kids watching tv and continue sleeping coz dat day got no house to visit anymore. We got barbeque bash later dat nite at my parent nu hauz, Klebang Putra. The usual tradition but unlike before, we got no karaoke session. My parent and my brothers sleep over at the nu hauz but I went back to pak ngah's place.

End of 2nd day of raya.

Day three :

Awaken by his call. Asking me to get ready to go home. Felt so lazy to get up from bed until I called him and found out dat he already at Ipoh... took bath rushingly, packed all my stuff and prepared to depart.

On the way back to KL, we drop by at Tg Malim to visit Imi. And hell, her hauz is so far far away. However, her place is so peaceful and quiet. Its so relaxing tho quite hot. Lynn were also there becoz her hometown near Imi's. And Imi's place is facing a river!! Best giler!! We hang out along the river and had some talks... sigh .. how I miss the gud ol time.

Reached KL around 5 pm and went back straight to Shah Alam.

End of 3rd day of my raya... hope u guys had a great time too!!!

Gosh!! if only i had mo leave, i will continue my holiday. Damn lazy to work!!

p/s : unfortunately, all the raya pixies dat i took lose becoz julia had done sumthing wit the camera. So typical her.........Sigh!!

raye!!

2005-11-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

p/s : Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all the muslims out there!! RaIkaN dEnGaN RiA!!! I am so sorrie If I ever done any mistakes wit or without purpose to anyone out there!! peace!!

2005-10-31T08:54:00.000+08:00

Deepavali & Raya spirits and Jufri & Julia chaos .....

Tomorrow, hindu will celebrate their Deepavali. When I was in secondary school, I always visit my indian frens hauz and had a very delicious tosai and chappati.. Yummy!! But now, I even got no contact with any of em.. so just haf tosai and chappati at kedai mamak je la! Neway, wish all Indian out there and my frens "Happy Deepavali" .....!!

Two mo days left for us, muslims to celebrate Hari Raya.. most of the people in my office is already on leave for Hari Raya holiday. The spirits is already arise actually... if only I haf a lot of leave... Gua pon confem dah amek cuti ainih! Cheiss!

Since my parent is already went to hometown, I stay at sharon's house (my cousin). There were Jufri and Julia dat could not stay put even for a second. And I dont noe wuds wrong wit Jufri, he keeps disturbing me as if he craved to haf a fight wit me... I cant even watch tv peacefully... urgghh!! Gua senang cite, rotan je.. but then, he will felt more exuberant to disturb me! 0_o sighh!
While Julia keep on mengada-ngada wit my boyfren.. sket sket "abg aniq.. abg aniq.." and my boyfren keep on coddling her... eeii... jeles thp dewa gua!! benci tul!! Huh!!!!

-im outta here-

Al-Fatihah

2005-10-20T09:56:00.000+08:00

CONDOLONCES

Al- Fatihah

Datin Seri Endon Mahmood (1940 - 2005)

interesting or eerie

2005-10-20T08:19:00.000+08:00

interesting or eerie?

History Lesson.

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.

John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.

John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.

Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.

Both Presidents were shot in the head.

Now it gets really weird.

Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy.

Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.

Both were assassinated by Southerners.

Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.

Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.

Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.

Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Both assassins were known by their three names.

Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Now hang on to your seat.

Lincoln was shot at the theatre named 'Ford.'

Kennedy was shot in a car called ' Lincoln' made by 'Ford.'

Lincoln was shot in a theatre and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse.

Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a theatre.

Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.

And here's the kicker...

A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland.

A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe.

nice? well, i found it mo eerie than interestin'....

-i'm outta here-

he is mine

2005-10-13T15:19:00.000+08:00

He is mine

I don't understand some people that still wanted to rehash their past or even worse... their previous relationship. Once we are out of something, doesn't matter either it end with bad or good way... we should get over it. Besides, how could it end in a good way? Relationships will end because one of em creates shyt. Yes... no fate... maybe... but it happens because of problems that must be one of them causes it.

For me, once im out of a relationship.... even from a very affectionate relationship, im just out... no more looking back... even send 'em SMS!!! No way! If it doesn't bother you ... just think ... it might bother them or their nu life!

Jealousy is a normal thing. Am I a jealous person?! Yeahhh!!!!!! So, stay back n don't ever think to interrupt my life dat could make my envious arise. I could stab u thousand times or cut ur throats n turn you into pieces!! Psycho ..? maniac..? u can call me with wudever u wanted to!!

Jealous wont occurred if things that could begin it happen. Jealousy person isn't abnormal or jerk or even a gorgon. I mean, I have limit to be jealous. I don't just go berserk without reason. Everything I do have reason and explanation.

Don't ever regret about the rejection you have made. There are no such things like u never even mean it when you said that you don't like them or love them. Once you have say, you mean it.

Gosh!!... can't you all jerk get a life?! you all make me sick!

-im outta here-

ramadhan

2005-10-05T09:33:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Time runs too fast for me to even prepare for dis holy month. Without realizing it, it is already OCTOBER ... the month of everythin and its already Ramadhan... fasting month.

Whudever it is ... im happy with it arrival though i couldnt really enjoy the month becoz I cant do Terawih due of having class after break fast. Wishing everybody to enjoy dis month with joy and happiness ....

-im outta here-

Hhuuuaawwwaaa!!!!

2005-08-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

L.O.V.E

2005-08-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

L.O.V.E

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

and

LOVE is all that I can give to you
LOVE is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
LOVE was made for me and you

dedicated especially for : aniq hilman!! :>

Typoglycemia

2005-08-12T09:33:00.000+08:00

Typoglycemia

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid Aoccdrnig to rscheearch taem at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn 't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Such a cdonition is arppoiately cllaed Typoglycemia :)

 Amzanig huh? Yaeh and yuo awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt.

haze emergence

2005-08-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

haze emergence

The haze in here are getting worst. In KL, IPU is still at ok condition but at Shah Alam mostly reach 400 IPU while in Klang already 400 ++.

I didn't go to work yesterday. I woke up late...... again. Damn, I can't go on like dis. At dis nu department, I haf to behave properly. If not, I could be transfer somewhere far at any moment. Shite!! I even wore nametag all the time nowadays.... haha! Macam cikgu skolah duh...

UiTM closed due to the haze emergence. But my Statistics lecture; lovely Prof Norma still wanted to do class..... so, last nite we were the only students who had class in the faculty. I tell you, the haze really make us sick. I even drank 2 bottle of mineral water within 2 hour. Tak penah penah la plak... and I felt dizzy, wozzy, foggy..... everything. It is true wud Prof Norma said...... Government should do something about this problem. Indonesia can't just ask for apologize after wud had happen to us. Wud do dey expect.....? a simple sorrie could solve everything... sangatla! gua dah takleh bernafas ngan baik nih!! huh!

-im outta here-

timeless

2005-08-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

timeless

I noticed that since I started dating him, I spent less time with my friends. In fact, after we coupled, I didn't involved myself with all of 'em (the guys) anymore and even stop seeing 'em. Not sure why, but I found dat I am really into dis one dis time. I noe and realize that automatically, I neglected and disregard my friends. I didn't mean it. Seriously... I never forget about my friends and never cross my mind to throw 'em far far away from my life. They still in my mind and forever it will be. Doesn't mean dat I didn't hang out with 'em, means dat I already forget about 'em.

For the record, these days I am quite bz. I don't even haf time for myself. I am so damn fuckin bz with all the studies matter plus my work... I don't haf anymore time to watch tv, to listen to my playlist, or do laundry or folding my clothes, clean up my room or to even do some facial. Imagine everyday woke up at 5.30 am and got back home at 11 pm... wud kind of life do I haf there? So, if there's any spare time.... I will use it to do all those stuff. You guys out there suppose to be thankful u haf time to leisure with frens... and do shopping with your parents!!! And my weekend filled up with sleeps!!! Even my dad said that my face getting scrawny. He though dat I am on D. Hell no!! it was all because of less sleeps! i noe dat I was the one who choose to work and study.... but I got no other choices. I don't want to be a burden for my parent anymore. However, I realized dat at least I got problem wit time. Some people were loveless, got no money or place to stay and don't even eat. Therefore, I should be thankful and not murmuring.

Sighh!!

Anyway, for u-noe-who-u-are ; im sorrie if u ever felt ignored or neglected by me. Never even think about doing it. You will always be my best friend no matter wud!! Please understand my situation!!

-im outta here-

worn-out

2005-08-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

worn-out

Last Friday, I worked till 8 pm... just to avoid from trapped in the traffic. But still stuck into it eventhough I decided to stay back at the office. I was so damn fuct up. I thought of driving peacefully after 4 days driving all the ways to UiTM exhaustedly because of the traffic jammed. There's one time, the traffic was so unbelieveable... I couldn't even felt my legs. -moral of the story ; get ur ass off of klang valley..... So dat I could drive calmly to wherever in dis city I wanted to go!-

Imie came over last saturday. She wanted to visit her fren dat involved in accident. I haf class that evening. Never planned to skipped the class but since I had dis big ass... I became too lazy to attend the class and continue slepping. What a wonderful thing to do.. Sigh!

At 5 pm, Imie col to inform dat she already arrived... So, I fetch her at Puduraya.. and again stucked in the traffic. Luckily, I haf my lovely sweet pea. He's the one dat drive.. slamet gue.. uhuh.. not really.. sumtimes I felt pity for him. He never resign from being my driver. At times, I offered to drive but he resist unless he really tired... then he will ask me to drive.

We went to his house to take some stuff and then went straight to my house to watch AF final. I am not really into dat shite. The main intention is to meet my beloved parents and spent times with 'em. I missed 'em damn much!!! Jufri and Julia is also there. Pity 'em.. Being beaten and scolded by me all the time especially Julia. I love 'em so much.. dey such an angel but only for the looks. Their behavior... Cannot describe by words. Naughtiest maximus... and currently, Jufri's feveret phrase is "amboi-amboi... pandainya kau" if he mad at people... heh!

I didn't wait till the concert finish becoz I already knew the winner... besides, Imie wanted to meet sumone.... so, we leave for Shah Alam... Send imie to meet her nu fren.. ( fren??) and as for us... while waiting for Imi.. we hang out in the car, in front of Mc'D Sec 3 and had Mc Flurry. I decided to col syikin when I saw a public phone nearest us. She already asleep (whud do I expect... its already 1 in the morn) but she still care for some talks maybe its bcoz we didnt meet or call each other for almost a month (she did send me some message). She recommend to watch a nu Indonesian movie "ungu violet" but as I already nu a bit of the story and my officemate just told me how bored the movie was... I choose to just wait for someone to buy the CD (gua tau imie mesti beli nye lah)

After fetch Imie at Sec 18, we brought her to Uptown. It was her first time. Damn! It's so fuckin crowded. My bf and I usually went to Uptown before 1. It's less packed. Imie and I bought a mengkuang bags dat cost us RM25. Expensive?? I dunno the usual price for the bags. Btw, sume mahal skang!! Especially petrol! Sakit kepala gua! Today, I read the newspaper dat maybe price for some stuff will increase since the increasing price for petrol. –barang naik… gaji pon naikkan la!!- I've bumped into a fren.... used to be a very closest fren of mine. He changed a lot. The hair color already different and also his style. Wish him to haf a gud life like he always dream of. He doesn't look really happy to see me and I know why. I hope he could understand why. I hope everyone in this world could understand why!!

We went home around 3 am... As soon as we arrived home.. didn't wait for anything else for us to go to bed. oO

I woke up around 9 because Imie were starving for food. Parenthetically, I haf to go to the national library to do some research for my assignment, so I got up and try to find some food for imie...asked her to watch Saw, then took bath and went out.

Imie couldn't visit her fren after all. We didn't haf much time. Dis is all becoz of traffic. We stuck in traffic for almost 1 hour. After bought a jeans, imie went back to Tg Malim.

As for me, I went back home to Shah Alam, clean up my room... do some laundry and sleep. So damn tired!! wud a weekend...

my so called life

2005-08-04T08:16:00.000+08:00

my so called life

Woke up really early in the morning, driving all the way down to the office, took a nap in the car for 15 minutes, and when i felt like the office's door already open, I went upstairs. waiting for the elavator (yah... lift) is one thing... my office elavator is so slow moving. When I arrived to my floor, i punched my card. Go to my desk, open the pc, clean up my desk, open my boss's door, Go to the toilet for some make over on my appearance. Check the incoming and outgoing tray. Do some work.. well, not just some... a lot of work. On the 5 dot, rushing to go to class, stuck in the middle of traffic jammed.. do some cursed to the other driver that very stoopid with no manners. arrive at class breathlessly... listening to the lectures with heavy-eyed and worn-out body... do some sound with my mouth or finger or legs or even playing with my pen. Do some sketch in the book like wrote my boyfriend's name or how bored or tired or sleepy I am. Do some signatures, compared which one is nice or better and end up fill up the whole pages with it. Before the watch tick on the 10 or 11, I became fresh and bring out all my strength ..............to drive home and sleep. -End Of The Story-
Bored?? heh.. trust me, it sux!

yawn

merdeka!!

2005-08-03T12:25:00.000+08:00

after a while...

I once had mention about how my laziness attacked and makes me delay to write blogs. But now, it is not about the laziness anymore. It's all about my commitment to work and study.

Since last month, I've move back to my old department; Human Resources and got nu boss. A woman boss. The one that interviewed me last time. And dude... It's a damn busy department. No mo time to chat, no mo time to write blog, no mo time to talk in the phone and not even sleeps!!! My most favorite activity!!! But at least, I wont felt like a useless workers... Not anymore.

And also... my class had started. Almost 3 weeks now. For the last semester, I only took 4 subject compared to this new semester, I took 6. yahh..... I noe.. It was actually nothing because my boyfriend took 7 and my ex- fulltime classmates took 8. Which if I still doing full-time, I hafta take 8 subject also as 'em. Well, I'm working, and of course it was actually no different pon..

Since there are 6 subject to learn... I had class from Monday till Thursday. 6 pm - 10 pm. Everyday. Means that I don't haf time to watch tv, I don't haf time to even clean up my room and I don't even haf time for him!!!!! And that's real sux! Assignment... dont really wanna talk about it!
-im outta here-

sighh

++miss him badly++

fuct up day

2005-07-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

doomed day

Last nite I couldn't sleep really well. I was thinking about all the problem that attacked me. And it was all about the money, penny, bucks... and it really stressed me.. I was in depressed rite now. No mood for everything except to write. Can you imagine... a lot of things happen in the same time. My license, my road tax and even insurance expired. My battery car is out of use. U see... everything is so fuct up!! and i hafta pay my study fees.. damn !!

Sighh

And so, I was trying to discuss it with okacha but decided to called otosan first. And that's when I heard the bad news about my beloved parents. Both of 'em is not in a very good condition. Otosan suffered from his usual ill and okacha fell while crossing the road yesterday and effect her leg. And on this right moment, I really really miss them so fucking much!!!! It's been 2 weeks I didn't come home because when I thought about going home, I couldn't get my own privacy and also I will get a free preach, I decided to just stay at shah alam. That's normal rite. No one like to listen to their old folks babble. I'm going back to Cheras today eventhough I will miss him damn much!!

LOTR

2005-07-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

LOTR.....arrkk!!

I remembered watching Lord Of The Ring; The Fellowship Of The Ring with syikin at kuantan megamall back then. That time, we noe shit about the movie. By the end when it said to be continue... we are so fuct up, confuse, wordless, thunderstruck and everything bcoz after spent 3 hours laid up our arse on dat not-so-comfy-seat, we didn't get to noe the end plus we hafta wait for the second one... dats mean another 3 hours... yikes!

Later then we delved for the movie info and found out dat it has another 2 episode... means 6 more hours!! duh.. immediately, I declared war.. no! i mean banned to dis movie... no! no! no!

3 years later, which is now... I was forced to watch it by him because it's his favorite movie and in our relationship, we practices to share everything. i watch his favorite movie and he listen to my noisy and annoyed music and so on. So, last night I had finished watch the trilogy. Muahaha... bored..? no! it was quite a blast! Not really relevant but amazing. And for me (I noe it is so damn lame to do some commentary on it... Shh!) Frodo wasn't the hero and he shouldn't be.. it was Samwise Gamgee..!! I hate Frodo... I hate Gollum... (urghh!!) I hate the orc and the gang... (urgghhh!!) I hate the wars scene!! It tense me up!! but still... star wars rules... uhuh.. no matter how the light saber sound.. and no matter what he say.. (you better watch out for the 6 episode of star wars. yah.. I mean 6.. and extra 3 hours than lord of the rings... muahahahahahaha.. BE PREPARED hun..!! (",)

famili day

2005-06-18T13:55:00.000+08:00

famili day

Finally, after watching okacha and otosan working very hard preparing for our neighborhood Family Day, the event had run smoothly and happening last Saturday even though there was some internal problems occurred and that's normal rite.

The event which suppose to start on 8 in the morning defer to 9 a.m. I hafta woke up early and be at the venue around 7 for the event preparation becoz I am one of the event crew. Huhu. I like being one of the event organizer. It will be more fun :D

Btw, my uncle(pak ngah) were also there becoz we're using his p.a system ( he's doing extra work by renting his p.a system to any wedding ceremony. He also have his own band kugiran) and my boyfriend as well. The VVVVVIP in my life. My dad request for his presence to be the referee for football match. I need his presence too. As my big supporter. Hehe.

Poco Poco took place as the first line up in the agenda. It's something like aerobic. And after that, I am not really remembered what was the next program. Theeeee. I participated in some of the games (I noe crew shouldn't joined... but heyy... so wud) I take part in “lari ikat kaki berpasangan” and won for the 2nd runner up and champion for boling padang.. woohoo, yay to me!! but lose in “isi air dalam botol” ade team makcik tu main tipoo la....

This is where I gathered again with my childhood fren after a pretty while we didn't do such activities like we used to do together because everyone of us haf our own life to deal with. There's 4 of us already married and my close fren, lisa soon bride to be. I was the only girl in the clique that still not married but taken. Heh, when will be my time? I haf no idea.

Datuk Tan Chai Ho, was one of our VIP guest followed by UMNO ajk and DBKL officer as we are living at DBKL (kawasan perumahan). Datuk Tan Chai Ho have to wore 'kain sarung' while kicked a ball into the goal for the opening ceremony. As usual, dat was otosan's idea. –biasala dia...

The (sambutan) from the neighbourhood wasn't really dat good. Less of ‘em joined the event. Dat's malay... which juz noe how to stick their nice big bump at their very big and comfy couch while watching tv. I am quite disappointed and upset with 'em but whuddha hell. If they prefer that way... I can't do anything. No one can do anything about it. As long as they didn't mess with my life, even though there were some who does. F 'em!

The day end with a very exhausted and tired expression on everyone's faces. We had fun though.

p/s: today is my fren's burfday.... Faez!! eppy burfday dude!!!

lazy strikes

2005-06-14T09:00:00.000+08:00

laziness attack

Syik and imie force me to update my blog. Call me sluggard, call me big ass, call me whudever... I don't care. This is what happen when my laziness strikes back. I even haf a full of dirty clothes in my laundry bag back in my room. I dunno how i get so lazy... huhu.

There's a lot of thing happen back then. I couldn't write all of it. This is what i will missed when I didn't update my blog. 2 weeks stories to recall.. Pheww.

a song for the lovers

2005-06-08T12:20:00.000+08:00

a song for the lovers

-Grow Old With You-

I wanna make you smile

whenever you sad

Carry you around when your arthritis bad

All I wanna do

Is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine

When your tummy aches

Build you a fire if the furnace breaks

Oh it could be so nice

Growing old with you

I'll miss you

Kiss you

Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you

Feed you

Even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes

in our kitchen sink

Put you to bed

If you had too much to drink

I could be the man

Who grow old with you

I wanna grow old with you

p/s: He'd send me dis song... sweet, cute (adam sandler.. whuddya expect huh..) and touching. Try listen to it. I felt like there's a butterflies fluttering inside my tummy whenever i listen to this song. For the record, i listen to the song for like thousand times... really love it.

bored to death

2005-06-02T11:24:00.000+08:00

tired wit bored..? bored wit tired..?

These few days I really felt so damn bored. I felt like going home after I punch my card, sleep till evening and when it's time for me to punch, I came back... punch my card out and continue sleeping. Yay!! But I am afraid if I do that, my dad will find out about it and later on, I'm going to be a dead meat.

I am trying really hard to find a very nice and impress skins for my blog but all of 'em sucks. If only I could do it by myself. I am not really satisfied with this skins but I guess I'm gonna use this for a while. By the way, I don't really give a damn about it. I'm writing this blog because I need something to do since I don't really got a lot of work. It's not that I'm trying to attract people to surf into my blogger.... Hurrmm... whutever.

He went to Shah Alam since yesterday for a seminar. But I still can chat with him through YM because his Seminar is in a computer lab. Ehehe. Miss him though.....

My class gonna start another one month. For this semester, I have to take 6 subject compared to last semester, I only took 4. Phheewww!! I think I have to be serious this time and for real. I'm not gonna let my laziness conquer me!!! Shooh lazy .... Shhooohh!!

++and if only I could be who you wanted
all the time... all the time++

hurt eh ..

2005-06-01T10:25:00.000+08:00

which one you think most hurt??

BOTH!!!

no mood on me... :(

2005-05-31T15:08:00.000+08:00

on my own

Since there's only 3 of us in my department and 2 of 'em (my boss and my fren) went to Umrah for 2 weeks and left no work or job for me, I don't know what to do. Today, from morning till now, I keep on facing my pc and surfing to nowhere. I felt so damn bored. I decided to change skins and find this simple skin. Actually, there's one skin that I really love but the owner had already moved out the picture. So, I can't use the skins. Uhuk.
Damn! I am so bored to death and my office is damn cold!!

I watched hockey match in ESPN yesterday. Malaysia vs. Korea and guess what, Malaysia lose 0-4 to Korea. Can you guys believe it? Malaysian team really getting worse I guess! And I don't think there's a chance for them even for Semi-Final... whutever.

I miss him so much but......

++ aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tahu++

wallace n gromit rules!!

2005-05-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

where's my cheese and crackers??

I didn't do any activities or do some window shopping like usual last weekend because I don't wanna waste anymore money. So, I just stayed home. I've watched a movie played by Monica Belucci entitled 'Irreversible'. It's in French. Seriously... Whoaa......what a movie. It contain a graphic sexual violence. And the best part is, the movie use the reverse skill like 'memento'. I stunned and lost my word while watching the movie. And felt so eerie all over my body when Monica got raped. But actually the movie is quite bored and till now I still don't get the main point or moral of the story and what are the director trying to tell.... hhumm..

I found a new cartoon that could be put on my favorite list. Its called 'Wallace and Gromit' and they talked in Brit accent. It's about this guy name Wallace who like to eat crackers along with cheese and Wallace is his dog. A very kewl and rock dog.huhu. How I love that cartoon. When my boyfriend bought the dvd, I told him to choose other movie but then, I fall in love with the movie. My boyfriend said that never under estimated his choice. (I am not) Wallace and Gromit rules!!!

This morning, I've been informed that I have to go to a course located at Bentong. I told him about the news and he felt very disappointed that I've to go somewhere far away from him alone. I can't do anything, I can't say no though. If only I could. Im sorrie.

Maybe I'm gonna start my aerobic class provide by my boyfriend this weekend. Huhu.... I want to lose weight...!!! Shooh fat... shoosh!

happy 6 months!!

2005-05-28T12:40:00.000+08:00

the good life

It's been a while I didn't watch Hockey match. The last time was 2 years ago. I started watch hockey match since Commonwealth Games at Bukit Jalil. Ever since, I keep on followed all the hockey match (Piala Sultan Azlan Shah only) with my fren and sometimes my brother although I didn't really know the rules of the games… till now. So, last night I went to Bukit Jalil along with my boyfriend to watch Kejohanan Hoki Piala Sultan Azlan Shah. The match is between Malaysia vs. South Africa. Sadly, Malaysian team sux. They didn't play well like they used to. They drew 1-1. I became frustrated and lose my mood to watch the next match. Especially when there's too less spectator watched the match. Lagilaa... hisshh!

I don't know why, all of a sudden, I missed the good ol' days. I miss 2000, I miss Kuantan, I miss all my frens especially all the sami kunci and kodil - kodil. Huhu. It was nice to know them by the way. And all of it gonna be a very sweet reminiscence of mine.

2 days ago, I went to B. Bintang to buy DVD after worked and gonna meet him there. I saw a very nice MNG handbag and decided to buy it. Waited for his appearance first to ask for his opinion and then went to Sg. Wang to grab some DVDs. Looking for Madagascar but still not in the market yet, so I just bought House of Wax, Monster In-Law and a pornography.... Nah!! Jus kidding. I don't watch porno! Yuckss!! Another one is a movie played by Monica Belucci. While he bought some DVDs too.

Today is a special day. I hope it will be a nice and pleasant day for both of us!!

p/s: My office getting cold nowadays. Brrrrr.... i miss him!!

jaded... so jaded

2005-05-27T10:00:00.000+08:00

noise n kisses

Look in my eyes

I'm jaded now, whatever that means

By sharing these things

I rip my heart out

It's worth my time

Whatever that means...so

Hard to see up

My neck feels stiff until I wake up

The orange I choked

And back to my neck

It's worth my time

Whatever that means....so

Share with me

Cause I need it right now

Let me see your inside

Write me off

Cause I'd rather starve now

If you won't open up

Give it to me

Give me all... whatever you want

It's never been me

To want this much

From you I can see

no petaling street

2005-05-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

three

I planned to go to Petaling Streets last nite with him. But it's raining and impossible for us to go there. Besides, he had to meet his friend.... so I don't want to interrupt him. After watched him leaved, I took a shower and slept and forget to watch CSI episode for yesterday. I had missed the episode two times already. Hurrmm, I'm such a sleepy head. ZZzZZzZzzzzZZzz

*********

I don't know
Since when I conclude
The three more other people
In the three,
But the three more people
Are as important
As the three of us .... -syik

star wars!!

2005-05-25T11:30:00.000+08:00

I went to watch Star Wars..... Revenge of The Sith yesterday with my boyfriend.... at last after 1 week it been showed. I skip my office hours since my boss is on leave. Huhu. I ask my fren to punch out my card.. how evil I am eh- huahaha

So, this time... Lucas did it well again. Some said that in this episode, the actor and actress didn't really act well. I didn't notice that because I am too impressed with the sound effect and the movie. I used to like Darth Vader but when I watch this episode... I become hatred with Darth Vader because of his evil attitude. He's the one who killed all the Jedi included the Padawans and left only Obi-Wan and Master Yoda. And that's it. This is the end of the Star Wars. Uhukk... There's no more episode for me to be waiting for. Uwaaa.... After this, I wanted to buy the Star Wars episode in DvD because for episode 4,5 and 6, I only have the CD. Cd suxx... eheh.

After this, I want to watch Madagascar, Monster in-law and House of Wax. But maybe I'm just gonna grab the Dvd and watch it together with my boyfriend. (RM 20 can get me 3 dvd). It's more save.

holiday!!

2005-05-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

After 3 days holiday, I felt so lazy to get back to work. I felt like taking another leave and another and another and another..... seriously. So, what did I do for those 3 days - sleeping- yeay!!! No actually. On Saturday, I didn't go anywhere- just buzzed around the house, watched tv from morning till evening (owwh.. how I missed all the tv program) and washed my car after almost 1 month I let it dirty. I don't want the tragedy to happen-ever again which my boyfriend's mom sent my car to the carwash! It is so humiliating and I swear from now on I will wash my car, no matter what! And at night, my cousin came over to watch concert prelude AF3- and I, suffering from PMS. Urrgghh!!! Really hate when the moment comes!!

I didn't go anywhere because my boyfriend is not in town. He went back to his village, leaving me alone :p so, on the Sunday, I still suffered from PMS and keep on resting. I slept until afternoon and continuing watched TV. Only God knows how bored it was. And at the evening, I started to clean up all the mess in my room. I barge into the old stuff. Stuff from high school and polytechnic. There were old diaries, student card, passport picture, bus card, tuition card, name tags, letter and cards from friend and my pet sister. When I read back the entire card from my pet sister, I wonder how funny it was. She wrote in the cards how she misses me, how she needs me and it makes me wanna puke. I told my boyfriend about it and he asks whether I used to be a lesbo- ha-ha.. Excuse me! I aint one aitte.

Yesterday, my boyfriend came back from his village. I really really missed him. When he's not around, I rang him at least every hour just to know what he's doing. Sound crazee but I am. And also my housemate at kuantan, chai had a course to attend at INTAN near UM and she needs someone to guide her to that place. Syik also came to met chai. So, my boyfriend fetch me at my house, we went to Sg. Wang first and then to C.M because I promised to met syik there. We stop by at S&M. There's a lot of Japanese and Korean Cds with cheap price. Unfortunately, I was broke and didn't buy any of it. After we met Syik and Chai at C.M, we went straight to INTAN to sent Chai. Syik wanted to meet her boyfriend and we fetch her boyfriend at UM (her bf studying at UM) and went for drinks again like my boyfriend said 'today is fulfill with drinks again and again and again'. We brought Syik and Keju to mamak stall at PJ ol' town where there were nice and smooth Milo shakes like my boyfriend said. (I'm not really into that shakes though.... ex choc SFC still rules!!!)

After we had some nasi lemak and drinks... we sent keju back to his hostel and I asked syik whether she wanted to go somewhere else so, she suggest to go to Border... a new bookstore at Times Square, so we brought her there. It's been a while I didn't go to any of the bookstore and all the books drive me crazee... I thought of reading books again-hurrmm-

My parents are already asleep by the time syik and I reached home. So, my dad didn't get the chance to met and had some talks with his favorite girl ( syik is the most favorite among my girlfren) but both of us had a pillow talks after a while we didn't do that. Really miss the good ol' days.

creep.. i am

2005-05-20T11:13:00.000+08:00

please... tell me... I am not that bad....

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

And I wish I was special

You're so fuckin special

But I'm a creep,

I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

You're so fuckin special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,

I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fuckin special

I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep,

I'm a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

today, i felt like fell from heaven and dead

someone like Aniq

2005-05-19T10:46:00.000+08:00

My brother is going to London today. He's gonna meet Ian.. his friend from London that used to stay here in Malaysia (at my bro's house) for almost 6 month. That guy (Ian) even joined my family last Hari Raya celebrated. It was fun and even funny when people at my hometown can't stop stared at him. Huhu. We taught him to eat rendang, ketupat, lemang and kuih raya. It was quite a good experience for me. I wanted to ask my brother to buy perfume because I already had a lot of perfume and yet there's still one perfume that not being open yet. So, I got nothing to buy. Hurrmm

Imi told me that she's been disturbed by some stranger through sms. That freaking guy keep on sending sms with pervert message. She also claimed that maybe it was her ex-boyfriend's friend. I'm so pissed off with what happen to her and asked her to pass the number so that I could find out who's the jerk. I called up and the voice sound really really T'ganu's people (imi's ex is from there). That guy is such a bitch!!!

I wonder how could people that used to love us have the guts to treat us like thrash, like bitch. Because I also have the same experience like Imi. I've been threatened by someone that used to be somebody in my life. When that asshole did that to me... I felt so disgusted thinking about how could I ever fall to someone like that. Love is blind.. yeah.. I guess. I am so fucking blind. Like my boyfriend said 'u had met and picked the wrong person' if only I know how wrong he was... how evil he was... and how jerk he was. I didn't say that I am a saint or angel but at least I didn't do something terrible like what he ever did to me! I am so freaking out whenever he threatened me.
But I'm still standing with my boyfriend's support. He keep on saying that he will be by my side no matter what happen and whatever people say. And I thought about how lucky I am to met someone like him. I love you so much aniq!!! Thank you!

Sorry if I ain't perfect

Sorry I don't give a -what-

Sorry I ain't a diva

Sorry just know what I want

Sorry I'm not a virgin

Sorry I'm not a slut

I won't let you break me

Think what you want

P/s : To you-know-who-you-are,
If u think that I am a bitch.
A really messed up bitch...
Then go and find an angel for you..
But only if you think you deserve one!

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, A**HOLE

hurrmm??

2005-05-18T11:55:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Star Wars III-Revenge of The Sith opening. Although I'm not the die hard fan of the sequence movies but I never missed to watch it at cinema and always watched it during opening. But this time, I decided not to see it on the opening because of my dad's condition. But I will make sure that I'll watch it in cinema with my beloved boyfriend. The movies should be watch with a very nice sound system and I don't have the nice sound system at home to watch it on DVD. Couldn't wait to see it.......!!!

I felt so blank right now. I even took almost half an hour to write. I read my boyfriend's blog this morning. He wrote something that I don't know what does it mean. He said that he felt so far far away from me right now. He also said that I acted differently from usual. Did I ?? I don't think I have problem with him. Hurrmmm... why did he say that eh?

Alhamdulillah, my dad is recovered by now. He already goes to work today and I'm glad he's feeling well. I love you so much abah!!!

horrible day

2005-05-17T13:03:00.000+08:00

For almost 2 days my dad felt sick. He got really really sick till he delirious. It's not an ordinary fever. He looks like he's been possessed by something. I don't know what I should do. Last night was horrible. My dad said that all over his body is in terrible pain. My mom can't stop crying and my house is full with neighbors. We decided to bring my dad to the clinic but he refused to do so. My mom and a few of my dad's friends massaged him till he felt better. Around 11 p.m, my big bro brought my dad to the clinic because of his high temperature. When dad got back, he looks a bit better than before. My boyfriend is also there. He came to visit my dad. He stayed until my dad recover and go back home after everything is settled.

This morning, I have to go to work because I got things to settle down and my mom didn't let me take leave. My boyfriend called saying that he'd brought along my dad's motorcycle key last night, so he wanted to come over to give the key back. So now, my boyfriend is at my home taking care of my parent in case they need help or anything.

I already got my exam result. How was it...? sucks as usual. But anyway, I didn't expect to get something excellent because I don't really struggle and study hard to get one. I'd always skipped class even though my boyfriend scolds me all the time about being so lazy. All I know is sleep, sleep and sleep. Maybe one day I will be crown as Queen of Snoring huh... haha. Syik like to sleep too... kan syik?

p/s : Tq aniq 4 taking care of my parent and thank you for your
concern too. ::aishiteru::

ice hockey

2005-05-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, I went to watch ice hockey with my boyfriend at Sunway Pyramid. We didn't realize there's a game happen until we saw the advertisement on the billboard. This is my first time...even though I know about it a decade ago. I like watching ice hockey after I watched 'Mighty Ducks' movie when I was 13. But then, I didn't wait till the match finish. We have to stand while watching it. Because still felt tired from worked, I decided to make a move. Malaysia won for all three division. Kewl eh.

2005-05-14T12:26:00.000+08:00

miss u

2005-05-13T17:15:00.000+08:00

Last night I went to watch movie with my boyfriend. There's no interesting movie other than this new Indonesian teenager movie which I thought was a blast entitle 'Tentang Dia'. So, I suggest to watch it. Two hours busting up my ass inside the cinema was like hell. The movie were totally sucks and I was like so regret watching it. Luckily, I watched it with my boyfriend... so the feeling of bored at least faded away as he were by my side... feel like wanna puke?? Suit yourself aiittee.... :p

As we finished watching the movie... we bumped into his friends. There were his junior and senior from high school and another one I'm not really sure from where and that girl is kinda hot babe. I mean... nobody's fool when seeing their partner had a friends with good looks, hot and sexy eventhough they will keep on saying 'I don't give a damn about sexy, pretty, handsome... all I want is you' and doesn't have this sort of jealous feeling... especially!!! when he keep on talking about her... ( now I know how you felt. Im sorry )

Not that I don't have the confident on myself or my self esteem low... but looking at all the hot babe with hot figure and hot outfit just make me felt so damn low... so damn fat and so damn ugly. Some said that people which already have partner doesn't have to be so damn pretty or handsome because that was only the important element to attract or flirt people but for me I want to be gorgeous for him. I don't even want him to glance at other girls.... Although I know it's impossible because I won't be the prettiest girl in the universe.

I had a small fight with one of my officemate. He uses my phone to call someone from other floor and after he hang up, he told me that my hair smell nice and he couldn't stand that. I get pissed off because it sound like sexual harassment and scold him that he shouldn't say that. Maybe that he think he is the hot guy that all girls in this building crazy for him include me and he could say and do anything... hyee.... buzz off k!!!.... not me.....

I miss my boyfriend so much.

piza's burfday

2005-05-12T11:31:00.000+08:00

on the rise

When I browse into other's blogger. I felt like my blog were just some piece of shit. They got a lot of things inside of it. A nice writing with good stories to tell. I felt embarrassed to invite people glance through my blogger. I am still an amateur or maybe even lower than it. I love to write actually. It is just that when it comes to the middle of the writing...I became blank. :p

Btw, I am quite excited to have this blogger though. I wanted to promote this to all my friends. I don't care if they just come once but at least they take a peek into it.

I had a fight with my boyfren yesterday. I don't know whether the reason of our argument is crappy or relevant. It was the second argument within this week. I don't know what goes wrong. Everything seems not right. He said that I always got issue to rise up a fight or topic to shoot at him. I always thought that it is normal and good to have an argument in a relationship so that we could get to know each other better but I also agree with him that if it happen everyday...it will give a bad upshot to the relationship. I am such a jerk.... I know.

Yesterday was piza burfday. Although I've put it on my blog calendar, I forgot to wish her. Errkk. I just wish her this morning. Hope that she won't give a damn about my lateness. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIZA!!

at last...

2005-05-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

is this it

Its already May. Time fly by just like that. At last my blog completely accomplished after 5 weeks struggling like shyt in doing my blog. Well..... I am totally suck in computer things especially IT. Luckily, there were my friends helped me out. I am not extremely interested in creating a blogger but since I had fewer jobs to do in the offic. So, I thought of finding something to do in my so-very-free time. So, here it is. My so called blogger which actually were inspired to do this stuff by my best bud syiku.

I would like to say thank you especially to imie for helping me out in doing this blog till herself get very woozy with me. And to my dear syiku... Sorry for not telling you about this and not asking for your help coz this suppose to be a surprise for you. And to my beloved boyfriendThank you for giving the support...? Ehehe.. :p

i MISS u ...!!!! soooo much

2005-05-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

Irreversible

you said you LOVE me...
coz it's too LATE to TURN BACK now...
and you said you never REGRET...
no MATTER what...
together forever...
eternity IN LOVE